October 08, 2011

Rematch.

How could you be so good and expect everybody to be as good as you? That's why you're "good" in the first place, you're better than most people. It seems deconstructive criticism to me, trash-talking, but not really because you would know, you are really good. It sucks that I can't be good as you; I know that, you know that. I just wish you would help me so that you wouldn't have to criticize me... It disheartens me and now I don't want to play...

But really, I've been playing for a while and in all my games with you as a teammate, I've been sucking and you were there tell me I sucked. After games I feel so depressed and I wonder why I even play at all. I'd like to learn from you though. I'm gonna get better just to prove to you I don't suck. I'll show you that I can help, that I can play. Maybe I won't ever be better than you, maybe I won't ever defeat you, maybe I won't even be half as good as you. But eventually, I won't suck.

It's time for a rematch.