*sigh* She likes YOU more. :))

Not bad, not bad at all.

My niche has been filled. Ahahaha. I have such a big ego :))

Back to business.

Wait no nvm :)) I forgot what to write down.

Wait I think... hm...


I have a purpose. I know it. I'm not useless yet. I'm still reaching out, getting to other people some how. Their world might not stop when I'm no longer around but it would sure be hell of a lot more boring. Well, at least, I'd like to think it that way.

I thought I was immune somehow... I am freaked out :)).

Random Rambling :D

The Thought of It...

I cringe. Almost everytime.


Every Friday I hear that voice, the voice I loathe. The voice that makes my blood boil. I thought it was during those but now it's all the time. So please, please, don't remind me. Just stop. I can't handle this anymore. I never had the guts to tell you. I don't want people hurt because of me. I really don't.

I'm sorry I never told you. I probably never will. I could say a whole lot more, a really lot more, but I won't. I will never tell but... I probably will.

EoRR

1. Most Favorite Topic - Smiles and Laughter.
2. Least Favorite Topic - Sadness and Depression.
3. Misconceptions Clarified - I'm still not ready.
4. Further Questions - What if it never happened?
5. Lesson Learned to Appreciate Life - ...

... I learned a lot about myself. I feel bad that I didn't do what I was supposed to do but I feel happy that I did at least one thing right. I'm still not ready though. I have to go slow and take time learn and then some. This last year will be a long one. I'm going to make the best out of it and I'm going to learn a lot. It doesn't matter if I fail, I'll just have to keep moving forward.

That reminded me of a story I thought up in class today... It goes a little something like this... (if you're reading it, it must mean you're bored)

Ang G-Tech
Alam niyo, ang buhay dapat hindi parang G-Tech. Ang G-Tech pag bumagsak, wala na! Tapos na! 'Di na siya makakasulat pa. Dapat hindi ganon. Tuloy-tuloy lang ang sulat. Huwag tumigil hanggang maubos ang tinta. Pero minsan kasi, ang Ballpen tumitigil rin sa pagsulat. Pero konting alog lang gagana ulit yan. Ipilit. Huwag magpapatalo! Sulat pa rin kahit paulit-ulit na ang sinusulat para lang bumakat man lang sa papel.

Wag maging G-Tech. Pag bumagsak, tuloy lang, sulat lang. Pag ayaw gumagana, alugin o pagpahingahin.

Tapos sumulat muli.

Lesson Learned: Submit notebooks on time.

Threatening Feeling.

My turf! My niche! Hm... but I should be happy shouldn't I? Imitation is the highest form of flattery :)). I don't have to worry about being there. I'm glad to see some one is moving on in this world. Gonna be my time soon. Slowly but surely, I'll get there. Random Rambling comes to an end. THE END.

Don't Remind Me.

Anywhere and everywhere, anytime and all the time.

I don't like being late. I don't like people waiting for me.