Cyanide in the World Beyond.

I've never known how to react to these kinds of things. I've never experienced it. I cannot empathize with them.

I don't want to lose someone dear. And I don't want others to lose me, maybe I could be someone dear to someone in the world. Let's all work together so we'll never have to get the lost someone feeling. Let's keep living if not for ourselves, for those who we have connected with whether accidental or not.

And when we do lose someone, it doesn't truly mean we've lost them. Let's remember them for what they want to be remembered us. Let's remember them.

I'm sorry I don't know how to react. I can't say I approve of what she did. But she's not to blame. No one is. Not one person.

A system?

//Cyanide was not the cause. Atleast I never found out what was.

It's not over 'til it's over.

Chem Tests will be occupying my weekend sadly. I thought when I finish the week I'd be able to rest during the weekend but I guess it won't be the very restful. After Chem is done I still have to face Bio next week and the week after but since it's a Major, I guess I should have expected it. But more than that, since it's a Major I should have done my best for it. I regret taking that minor class which I still have to take the Finals next Friday. It was just a minor but I spent so much time on it I neglected Bio... well not even neglected. I spent sleepless nights for that minor so I was always sleeping during Bio at 7am. I'm not impressed with myself but I suppose that's what the next semester is for. Hopefully I can get the minimum I need to retain my privilege/scholarship status. Highly unlikely though unless some magic occurs. I'm pretty sure I'll pass my minors at the very least and get good grades for the rest of my subjects. Except for yeah Bio... It's embarrassing, my Major and it's what I'm not excelling at. Well it'll only be a failure if I give up on Bio because of this. So I accept the challenge. I shall triumph over Bio. I shall excel. For the untarnished truth and all that. I'll improve. And keep on improving. WATCH ME.

Stuck in Routine.

I really truly loved my first Harvest Moon: Back to Nature experience. Actually even those after. All my Mineral Town Memories. Why? Routine. It was all very controlled. Very scheduled. Run out, get basket, chickens, blue flowers, bamboo shoots, toy flowers, give to girl, horse, cows and sheep, water the plants, go to sleep at 3pm.

Yeah, the routine was so well rehearsed my character could sleep for 15 hours before waking up at 6am the next day, everyday. Unless it was festival day.

Festivals, broke routine, they were nice...



I need a Festival. I need a rather long Festival like winter in the games. For me it will be this summer. It will change the routine drastically. And I won't get back to it for 2-3 months. 2-3 months of a different routine. One whole season. ONE WHOLE SEASON of run out, get basket, chickens, mine, hot spring, mine, hot spring, shipping bin, mine, hot spring, mine, . . ., hot spring, sleep at 12mn. or something. It's routine. I miss it. I miss my old routine.

I miss my old routine. When I didn't have to stay up 'til witching hour to do who the hell cares...

I miss my old routine. When I get to chat and stay up and still be able to finish my requirements by Cinderella hour.

I'm done. I should be done. Soon I will be done. Oh Please Lord I hope I'm done.



FINALS. + a lot of other major stuff.

SUMMER. Please stay for a while~
=Teeth
=Face
=Wheels
=Arms? ++?
=Friends
=Friends
=Family
=Family
=Games
=Games

What's the deal?

Seriously. You show up outta nowhere and we talk about a topic even more out of nowhere... and it was nice. But then you disappear on me... leaving no trace at all. Seriously, why?


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I miss it, okay? I miss talking to you. I miss hanging out.


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I miss you.



//2 days late. I was really hoping there'd be some follow up... But alas! (Alas!) Or is it just to early to say?

//~

//Still Hoping.

Precipitate.

When you find that you have precipitate in a solution, you've reached the point of saturation and your solution is now saturated.

The only way to get over this is to add solvent, or heat your solution to get a supersaturated solution. The problem with adding more solvent is that you change the concentration. The problem with supersaturating a solution is even if you do dissolve the solute, just a little scratching here and there and the precipitate will form again.

So what do you do?

You start over? Sure, I'd like that.

When you find that you don't have the want to want to study, you've reached the point your life when you should stop whatever you're doing and rest.

The only way to get over this is to add distractions, or get more time to do your stuff. The problem with distractions is that you change your concentration. The problem with getting more time is that it's actually hard to get more time and a little distract here and there and you'll be lost to the procrastination side again.

So what do you do?

You sleep? Sure, I'd like that.

//Bad parallelism I think :)) If you could even call this thing that.

I just need to post something.

Something.

Near Death Experience :-bd Well I technically couldn't have died so yeah I'm alive it felt like sleeping really.

SLEEP. Pass...