My head needs sleep.

It just doesn't feel right. I think to much and I get distracted a lot. And now I'm feeling paranoid. Does no one care? Do I not answer? Or is there just nothing going on?

I wasn't busy this afternoon so I lazed around waiting for something to be going on. There was nothing. Looks like the world was with me on this one.

... I think.

Just too much thoughts. Too much processing. That's what I like to call it but really it's just the same old thing again and again and again.

I can't do it. I don't think I can. I act all brave and ready for it. Then I see it, and I know I'm scared. I think about it. Alone... and it works out in my head. Because I'm simulating it in my head wrong. There's not a single person that did what I wanted them to do. I'm crazy I think.

I'm close to it. I just need some sleep.

Please let me sleep. Please just please oh please. Please. Just. Go. To. Sleep. BlackMage.

Good Night.

Vacation: Over.

Well atleast I got a few achievements unlocked well more of achievements I have yet to unlock but are now available to me :))

3DS - Woohoo! Pokemon X / Y is gonna be epic and so are the already out games (KH:3D, Adventure Time, MG:Snake Eater, Gosh so many come to mind :)) )

DSLite Love - Despite a new 3DS, my DSLite comes into use again (sorry PSP :)) ) Devil Survivor 2 and I'm actually almost half way. Atleast I think I am.

New Laptop - which means moving on from saving Morrowind and Cyrodiil and now on to the Nordic country of Skyrim!

- This also means I have a PS2 Emulator now! Persona 4, Kingdom Hearts, you better watch out. Also why not Shadow of the Colossus and/or Ico and the other game in the series?

Anime Watching - P4: The Animation finally finished so I guess I'll watch that soon (but what's the point in watching it and playing the game, they're kinda the same story anyway XD)

-Rurouni Kenshin! I think a non-online copy will be available to me soon. Fingers crossed on this one.

Magic: The Gathering - SNAKEFORM! Thank you Christmas for getting me sets of blue/green cards. Excited to try out my new deck!

Japanese - I think I have the resources I need to learn Japanese. Now all I need is the motivation (which is actually reading Japanese Game Text... Yeah I wanna learn this)

That's it for now though ahaha. Nothing academic here. What would you expect over vacation? :))

I don't wanna grow up yet.

There are just so many games that I haven't finished yet and even more games that I haven't played.

I CAN'T GROW UP YET.

I should though. I guess I have around 6 months 'til I'm kinda legal. Hopefully I'll be driving by then. And know how a part of my life is going to be.

HOPEFULLY.

6 months of training 'til I'll be a Black Wizard? I don't feel ready. I'm not.

I'll have to be. We'll see.