A different thing entirely.

I got preoccupied so I couldn't think about it too much and the fact that I was too busy to notice really helped.

But this new thing is really really... pissing me off.

There was a plan. He betrayed me.

I might be speaking due to the rage, but I'll keep this post up for me to remember.

She deserves better, but if she's happy then I'll be all right.

Weirdly, this post seems to reflect two things. It was originally all about to be about the new thing, but it could actually reflect what I feel. But not really. I don't feel that way about the old.

To This New,

I will solve this. And I will be all right.

Also, F you dude.

Sincerely,

Romans. Countrymen. Lovers.

"Confidence is key" - Willy Wonka.

Mascot, where art thou?

Trying to be invisible is stupid. I don't like people who do that. Going online will make me accept them again.

Smile If You Are UNhappy

smile whatever happens... am I unhappy?

No Regrets.

It's a nice feeling. I think I'll stop typing about it and just live it while it's still here but...

I don't think I could've asked Y. If I got the same result as that morning, I don't think it would've stayed unawkward. Yeah, I get what I mean.

But really...




I don't mind waiting ;)

Good luck, Simba.

College Life. I'd like to meet new people. Don't know why I'm still afraid. Don't know why I feel so bold to say today. But good luck to me. No, screw luck... I don't need luck.



I need a miracle.
Always have, always will.

100 Questions

Let's try this out

 

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?

Chicken Pox.
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
I think there's some graffiti my brother drew

 

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
I think I used to / still snore.

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
All kinds, any kind.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
Early Morning. I keep failing to remember the exact time.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
The best answer.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
Charm.

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
My Netbook.

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
5feet 2-4inches. I'm not entirely sure.

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
When our car passes under a "low" ceiling, yes.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
I guess, but I'll get by.

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
Ma'am Butaran.

13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?

To be forever alone.

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Black hair and eyes. Although no particulars actually.

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING / BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
Haven't thought about this too much. A restaurant would be nice.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
Neither.

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Cheese. Or Mushrooms, if cheese doesn't count.

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Sisig.

19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
Red.

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
No. Interested now that it's been brought up.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
A hug.

22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
Yes.

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
I didn't do my research. What's this?

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
I don't know. I don't know much clothing brands.

25. WHO IS THE HOTTEST FEMALE/MALE CELEBRITY?
Gemma

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?

No.

27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
Human.

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
Why not?

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
Two.

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Brunettes.

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
Yes. Out of the Philippines, only in Hongkong, I suppose.

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
Torpe.

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
Yes. Ramon Bautista, Dr. Biyo, I don't remember who else.

37. FIRST JOB?
Encoding Mom's reviewers. 

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
I think when I was a kid yes.

39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE?
I hope so.

40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
Trying to play Call of Duty, it didn't work out. Downloaded stuff for Call of Duty. Fell a sleep in the car.

41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
Got the car door slammed on my left thumb but I don't think there was any surgery done. Does circumcision count?

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
What's not to compliment about me? Jolly Attitude.

43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
No... Not yet.

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
PSVita!

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
Lots.

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
St. Michael.

47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Can't sing.

48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU MISS ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
Don't know yet. Probably my friends. Though I hope to see them anyway in college, so I guess walking around the field.

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?

Head and Shoulders or Clear.

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
I think it could look better, but yes.

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Pork.

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Procrastination.

53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
I hope not. I don't think so though.

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
I think so. I like me. 

55. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS?
Friends are the benefits.

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
I think so. First step to getting to know someone is to acknowledge their existence. Looks takes care of that.

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
Clenching fists and doing angry faces.

59. WHAT'S YOUR MAIN GOAL IN LIFE?
Either, play all the games in the world, or get lots of degrees.

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
I don't remember, as a child I was very young, you know.

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
250+ I think?

62.WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID?
No. Never.

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Never :D

64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
Macaroni and Cheese!

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
A good voice, whether speaking or singing.  An amazing smile and laugh.

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NAMES?
Maki. Makai. Kima. Mak. Variations of the spellings of Maki.

68. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
I don't have a definite favorite. Phineas and Ferb, or Mythbusters come to mind though. Old Spongebob too.

69.WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES?
Get better.

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Chocolate.

71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
I'm missing my eleventh finger :D My dad says it's with my mom.

72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?
I'd like to believe so. But, yeah.

73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT?
Start Fil book. Bio Report. Chat to some people.

74. WHAT'S THE FASTEST YOU'VE EVER GONE IN A CAR?
30kph? Still learning.

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Why not? I want more questions though.

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
The pitter patter of the rain.

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
Water.

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
My dad.

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Hair.

80. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME?
Play the guitar.

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
Not Eating.

82. FAVORITE MONTH OF THE YEAR?
July.

83. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY?
Sour. Sour gummy worms or sour belts especially.

84. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY AND TRULY HAD A BEST FRIEND?
I'd to believe so. But I think, Yes.

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
Black.

86. EYE COLOR?
Dark brown.

88. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
Undecided.

89. FAVORITE RESTAURANT?
Undecided.

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
Sure. Maki too :D

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
A video from my brother.

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
July 10.

93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
Guitar. Basic Piano (really basic piano). Recorder. Bamboo flute (same as a recorder though).

94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT?
I don't care yet.

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
Depends.

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Relationships.

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
With my own money, a McDonald's Sundae.

98. DO YOU HAVE A LOW SELF ESTEEM OR A HIGH SELF ESTEEM?
I have enough. And some spare.

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
Gonna start Ibong Mandaragit and Les Miserables.

100. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE.

X, Y, Z.
Hoping for Z. Maybe not anytime soon.
Y is just there.
X makes everything complicated.
So far started 0, ended 1. 0 dates so far.
Status: I suck at these.