Guilty.

I've said I'm sorry so I don't feel guilty anymore and yet that event was so...


STUPID

Why does it have to be about that again? Will it always be like this? Can't I escape? College maybe?

But I like the feeling. It's intense. just enough for me to hurt to know I'm alive. I feel alive.

this is one of those posts I probably won't understand once I reread.

Kudos confusion! Kudos abrasion?! Kudos Brown Out!