September 12, 2011

Same... Only Different.

Not going to fail this year. This...

Is...

I...
am...
EXCITED.

Let's not Fail.

September 06, 2011

Red!

I can stop checking :D My red ballpoint is out of ink! Hooray!

I still can't believe that even if I know, I refuse to admit that I know.

THIS IS NOT GOOD.

These 6 sentences are all seemingly unrelated... because they are :/

September 04, 2011

I love...

the whole world and being part of it...

Crisis Averted! The World doesn't hate me! I am happy!

September 03, 2011

Melt with You.

I get it now. Or I have for awhile but I just haven't admitted it.

I don't follow your rules therefore, you won't follow mine.

It's a simple as that. No matter how much you tell two people, you're cute together, you guys should be a thing, or something of the sort, they won't if they don't want to. If any other person tries to pair you up with another, it doesn't matter if they want you to be together or not if you don't want to be together, you won't be.

I've messed up... I should really stop messing with relationships. It'll happen or it won't, for better or worse, I can't control that. Fortunately, they can! So I can still play match-maker (hopefully not a gay fat one), but I have to change my approach. I won't do it directly >:) I won't set-up dates, coordinating schedules, assigning to the same team, invite both to the same party, other things... (unless they want me to). I'll just have to change their view on the world.

If they think they want it, I'll help. Once they dedicate, I'll be there too. If they decide they don't wanna, I'll be there offering an ear or a crying shoulder. If they haven't decided, I'll help them go for it. It's not good to force anyone against their will, but if they're at least willing to try then I'll make them go for it.

But Alas!
(Alas!)

I can't do this until I've taken my own advice. I have to go out there, try it out first. Refine it, experiment, get better, MAKE PROFIT.

I'm just waiting for the most opportune moment to be able to run as fast as I can, far... far... FAR away. (Should be a different post.)

September 01, 2011

You Offered...

Sort of...

*sigh* Conflicted again :)) This is actually quite fun to pretend to think I'm in it and to act that I'm in it when I might not actually be... I just don't want you hurt... I think you shall be S. :D Yeah! Okay...

Shot Down. It only took a day... maybe I came on too strong... I'm... :/ dissapoint.

Recovered. Almost Immediately :D.

Well that part of my life is done :))

See you S. Hopefully soon. But prolly not the same way as today? :))

August 30, 2011

Dammit. I'm a Black Mage not a Time Mage.

Oh well... Secret Plans and Private Judgements :>

I must get a better watch... Wait. I don't even have one.

To Do List
1. Get a Watch.
2. Check Watch for Time.
3. Adjust Time on Watch (it's just new, it might have the wrong time)
4. Check Watch for Time.
5. Proceed with Secret Plans.
6. Get an Alarm Clock.
7. Replace Watch with a Watch which also has a loud Alarm Clock.
8. Give Away Alarm Clock.
9. Tick of Creating a To Do List on my To Do List.

*Not necessarily in order*
To ship or not to ship, that is the question!