Still around... still playing.

I might have lost, but he still hasn't won. There is hope in my pocket. I shall have use for it.

And to you, new non-competitor but fellow player... you have yet to play a card. Choose wisely, cards have already been dealt. Play them one by one, or all at once, your call. I'm just saying, competition is hard here. It's getting harder.

But I have hope.

orange.

By February it'll have a new name...

-overenthusiasticteacher

Once I get my locker back...

I will have extra clothes and rubber shoes in there.
Running. Running around. Running away. Running back. Running forth.
Getting better.

No secrets this post around. Weird.

I lost to a guy who wasn't even playing...

Or so I thought...

To you my good friend,

Take care of her, like I know you will. She's not really mine to give away, because you know, girls aren't prizes, but yeah... make her happy for me.

I'd say something about her and me but I feel another good friend of mine had already said whatever I've wanted to say, except to a different person. If I wrote the same thing I think he'd probably sue me but yeah enough about that.

The ship is porting. I don't believe it is sunk, I believe that it just needs some repairs. It didn't leave for a long time so it'll go back, get repairs, then it'll go back out.

My post is now really weird. So many different things, so so so many. I won't even bother fixing this or labeling it as Random Rambling, because it's not.

These are all some subplots to my story (hehe, I almost used the term story arc) but anyway...

GOOD LUCK TO ALL. It's gonna be one hell of a year.

I still wanna ask someone, but I'm not sure I should because my reasons are not reasons worth fighting for.

"A girl worth fighting for! *whistles*"

If the world were to end today...

I'd tell you how I feel.

But I wouldn't do anything about it.

But if it took me only the end of the world to make me say something...

This just tells me that it was too miniscule to be said on a normal day.

On a big day it's a simple thing... on a normal day it's smaller than small...

Maybe I'm just indecisive.
Maybe I can't really feel anything.
But what exactly am I feeling right now?
Why exactly am I feeling right now?

"You bleed just to know you're alive"

"I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell"

"Alone Again... Naturally."

I gotta find a newer, happier playlist.

I should start by stopping the song mentioned last from playing again.

But the melody is nice.

I should stop. But I don't. I still haven't.

Maybe I should never stop. Maybe I should stop.

Too many questions. They don't even have question marks.

CONFUSION. FRUSTRATION. DESPERATION.


POCKET of Sunshine: E

I wish...

I had lots of money.

and

a reset button.

but not really...

all I want...

Is...

the money :D

Shallow? Deep? Index of Refraction keeps you guessing.

I used to be a Normal Student like you...

Then I took a 9GAG to the head.
(This post isn't actually about 9GAG)

Sometimes wanting to be not alone will result in being more alone than before.
To all future Student Researchers:
1. If you can be happy alone (e.g. pass, submit, have fun), choose to be alone.
2. If you had a fail project, which you think failed because of fail group mates, don't get group mates this year.
3. Tell your heart to love when it is ready, not when it is lonely.
4. If you weren't able to do number 3, just stick with it, it will work out.
5. If you did number 2 / 4 and it didn't work out, be sad for awhile, then leave it all behind. Walk away with a smile on your face because you learned one way how not to do it.
6. Get a topic you love.
7. Get people you love more than anyone.
8. Don't be dependent on other people.
9. Communicate often, VERY OFTEN.
10. Consider everything about someone before picking them.
11. Be ready to spend some cash.
12. Remember important dates.
13. Don't forget important dates.
14. Don't be afraid of reminding others of important dates.
15. Don't cram. If you can do something early, do it early.
16. Don't wait for the last minute / perfect opportunity, just do it.
17. Think, think, think, and think again. Then... think again.
18. Think AGAIN.
19. If you're having doubts, there are reasons why; think of these reasons, and how to make them (and eventually, the doubt) go away.
20. Prioritize. Play later.
21. Get your hands out of the cookie jar :))

If I think of anything else I'll post but just this for now.
If this were an Angry Birds level I'd say I've hit all targets.