I will coordinate.

I need to know if I want to do something. And that if I do, I don't look stupid.

Should I row the boat or should I just go overboard?
I believe I already row one boat... not going to jump ship this one.

Don't know what to do. Don't know how to say it. I just don't want to say anything that will make it go back to the way it was long long ago. I don't wanna go back to that, never again.