I don't think it matters much.

In a few days... Hm...

Nothing will change...

If I don't do anything to change anything.

Good luck to me ;)

You're not the only charming one around here... that's good...

Protect! Shell!

Which are white magicks...

Hm... I'm still afraid... of posting... about... you.

Sorry.

It's the same Banana...

only Saging

I don't think it would have mattered if it were someone else, I would've given up my place for you. I wouldn't have given it up for some people but generally I would give it up. But something feels off. I hope I did the right thing although I'm starting to get paranoid. Paranoid of what, I'm not exactly sure. I really don't know what I'm supposed to be typing but I'll keep typing anyway.

Tomorrow is a Tuesday... Coding. I don't like waking up early but when I do wake up I don't mind staying awake. I like doing a lot of stuff in a day, especially during weekends. Sadly I usually don't get up early enough to seem to do a lot in the morning. So I instead stay up late to do stuff. When that happens I usually get up late the next day. It's confusing on what to do. I wish there was a way to balance that somehow, wake up early enough and be able to sleep late enough to do a lot of stuff. I should probably finish the stuff I start on... like this post which is really just my instantaneous thoughts typed so I don't forget. I am... not in the best of moods right now.

It'll get better tomorrow. But for now I must finish my Bio homework.

Love, Hate, Indifference.

I'd rather love than be indifferent...

I'd rather love than hate...

I'd rather hate than be indifferent...

I can't believe I'm biking as fast as this car now. I guess I've gotten stronger since they first started appearing. I can't believe how fast they infected so many, and they're still at it. I gotta bike fast, I have to get to that shelter as fast as possible. I can't believe that after a week of scavenging food, a week of running about, a week of hiding from those things, I'm finally almost there. Just a left turn here... or was it a right turn. Ah who cares! I must be really close. Wait a second... there it is! Yes that has to be it! Ahahaha. This is so exci...

?! What happened?! Where, where am I... am I, am I still moving? I can't see anything it's so dark. Ugh... I can't move my arms and legs. Last thing I remember was biking then that... truck hit me? I'm glad I'm still alive... how the hell am I still moving?! WHA?! That light! It's too bright! Gah! I still can't move my hands!

HEY! People! There are people here! I can't believe it! Hey! Help me out! I was stru... I can't hear myself... I can't even feel my lips... WHAT HAPPENED TO ME?! Wait what?! Am I falling?! What?!

It's so dark where did they put me? Ow! I felt that! what did my head bump into to? Wait, am I moving? How the... I don't even wanna! I can't control my legs... where am I taking me?!

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How... how did this happen to me? Help me... anybody please! I've been walking for days now. Help me! CAN ANYONE HEAR ME?! Help. Please. Anybody.

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i feel so hungry and tired... i can't even think... properly... why won't... i... stop... moving... wait. is that? i smell it. food. or is that. blood. wah. my legs. i think. i think i'm running now. what. wha. it's a person. it's a person? it's food... NO! that's a person i don't eat people. it's food... No! i can't no. that's another person a living breathing... it's food. no! i can't... no. no... food... eat... N... food... food...

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The End.

Back to my own ways... only better.

It's been a good run this second quarter...
I learned a lot and improved my acads a lot; I at least hope that I did. I guess we'll find out at Card Giving. It was an amazing quarter. It all feels so nostalgic reminiscing even about things done just a month ago. Five months to go, actually one plus four. I think I'm excited but at the same time afraid. Excited to finally finish high school but nervous to find out that I wasn't able to do anything I wanted.

My head is not making sense at the moment I seem to want to write about everything right now but it just doesn't feel right...

*sigh* I'm excited :D