It's funny how I'm panicking as well.

And they don't know that / I don't tell them.

Because I don't mind hurting. I'm a masochist in a way.

But seriously. I AM PANICKING :))

Sorry. Don't mind this post.

Seriously. Don't mind this.

Quadrants.

With the increase in technological advancements I have realized that the degree of urgency of things to be done has also increased.

Though this observation may have just arisen from this particular case I'd like to show what I have been thinking about.

With the increase in technological advancements, teachers have decided that we, the students, are more capable of producing more output in a smaller amount of time.

Sadly this is true and should be prevalent but is not.

Actually I'd like to write a whole report on why technology is good for this and how it is also technology that is hindering this (I have no idea, nor do I have the time now to rephrase that)

but I have something due tomorrow. I started today. Not a problem I hope. It's just that this time feels different. I am panicked. must be the overlapping emotions maybe? Maybe. I hope. I am panicking.

Help :))

My head needs sleep.

It just doesn't feel right. I think to much and I get distracted a lot. And now I'm feeling paranoid. Does no one care? Do I not answer? Or is there just nothing going on?

I wasn't busy this afternoon so I lazed around waiting for something to be going on. There was nothing. Looks like the world was with me on this one.

... I think.

Just too much thoughts. Too much processing. That's what I like to call it but really it's just the same old thing again and again and again.

I can't do it. I don't think I can. I act all brave and ready for it. Then I see it, and I know I'm scared. I think about it. Alone... and it works out in my head. Because I'm simulating it in my head wrong. There's not a single person that did what I wanted them to do. I'm crazy I think.

I'm close to it. I just need some sleep.

Please let me sleep. Please just please oh please. Please. Just. Go. To. Sleep. BlackMage.

Good Night.

Vacation: Over.

Well atleast I got a few achievements unlocked well more of achievements I have yet to unlock but are now available to me :))

3DS - Woohoo! Pokemon X / Y is gonna be epic and so are the already out games (KH:3D, Adventure Time, MG:Snake Eater, Gosh so many come to mind :)) )

DSLite Love - Despite a new 3DS, my DSLite comes into use again (sorry PSP :)) ) Devil Survivor 2 and I'm actually almost half way. Atleast I think I am.

New Laptop - which means moving on from saving Morrowind and Cyrodiil and now on to the Nordic country of Skyrim!

- This also means I have a PS2 Emulator now! Persona 4, Kingdom Hearts, you better watch out. Also why not Shadow of the Colossus and/or Ico and the other game in the series?

Anime Watching - P4: The Animation finally finished so I guess I'll watch that soon (but what's the point in watching it and playing the game, they're kinda the same story anyway XD)

-Rurouni Kenshin! I think a non-online copy will be available to me soon. Fingers crossed on this one.

Magic: The Gathering - SNAKEFORM! Thank you Christmas for getting me sets of blue/green cards. Excited to try out my new deck!

Japanese - I think I have the resources I need to learn Japanese. Now all I need is the motivation (which is actually reading Japanese Game Text... Yeah I wanna learn this)

That's it for now though ahaha. Nothing academic here. What would you expect over vacation? :))

I don't wanna grow up yet.

There are just so many games that I haven't finished yet and even more games that I haven't played.

I CAN'T GROW UP YET.

I should though. I guess I have around 6 months 'til I'm kinda legal. Hopefully I'll be driving by then. And know how a part of my life is going to be.

HOPEFULLY.

6 months of training 'til I'll be a Black Wizard? I don't feel ready. I'm not.

I'll have to be. We'll see.

Signs you're rich.

You're always online and have constant internet access. I think not renting at a computer shop is a sign you're rich.

When you have a shower heater. Seriously who needs one of those hear in the Philippines? I'll tell you. Rich people's houses.

Your games aren't pirated. <-Very Rich :))

You have a blu-ray collection. Seriously o.o that has to be a sure sign.

Hm... I'll think up some more :)) Someday :))

I don't know how to read.

Signs.

Japanese.

Body Language.

//Help.