High School Hormones?

You know when you think she's the one? And then you think she's the one? And then oooh she's the one as well? :)) Or is this how college hormones are? xD Good thing I have some sort of self-preservation mechanism which stops me from doing stupid things at the wrong time. It's not foolproof but it's there!

I'm not a fan.

Not of you. Not anymore. I'm a friend definitely, so that's cool I guess. So what now?

"suicide??"

If I try my best and fail a class because I was given two difficult classes at the same time, can I blame them for my failure if I could have taken one of the two difficult classes in the previous semester? That's not considering the other subjects I will be enlisted in. So... is this suicide?

OH GAHD. Other than getting the difficult Bio I should have taken last semester, I also got the difficult Biochemistry Bio subject O: So... Bio 102 is hard mode and then a Chem 40 new game ++.

Here's to no failure! This means no games for a while too :( oh well hahahahuhuhu T-T

2am Rewind.

I might have been exposed to SNSD at an earlier period if I didn't have a girlfriend, I think. Yeah... Maybe, just maybe.

GAH. MUST WAKE UP AT 7 THOUGH :)) Someone wake me up :D

//Could have been separated into 2 tweets though. BUT SCREW THAT :))
//Now 3 :D or 4 xD

This needs a long one.

So... all my matches today were losses. Considering I've only played this heroes once or twice it'd be fine. Except, everybody else seems to get the hang of their hero like right off the bat. It's like I refuse to learn. I don't know what to do, but I'm sure that if I want to play the hero, I've got to test them a bit more. It'll be fun, kinda. Maybe, not really. Actually, yeah it probably will be. But lots of hurt right now. Not for failing to learn so fast, but failing my team these games. Huhuhu. Learn Learn Learn. Need More Practice.

Feels.

At least I know I'm not in it just for the feels. Still waiting for that one girl.

"I miss the love that was almost there~" THIS SONG xD wew wew wew

In other news, I've finally dreamt about her, er... rather, I've seen her in my dreams. Twice it has happened, and I think I just waved at her, while she waved back. I don't think I like her anymore. But it's always been fun to think that I still do. There's nothing to tell about, so I end up repeating the same old story. The feels are the same, especially the stupid-ness xD.

Sometimes I really want to text you, say "Hi" and finally have a conversation after months of no contact. I bumped into you once this whole year, and we had small talk. I just wanna be friends again :)) Our circle of friends is one the circles I haven't been interacting with much these days. I miss it. I miss you guys.

This feels, I'm not feeling right now though. It's just been nagging at me. Nudging.

"I'm never gonna dance again, guilty feet have no rhythm~" :))

What. The. What.

"Wait, wait, what, they're not? But it's so freaking obvious!"

I. Have. No. Idea. How. To. React.

I'm not ready for this o.o I never have been ready and I never will be o.o

To quote myself  "she needs to be a gamer before a show of dominance impresses me :))"

This is gahh gahh what what. BLAGLAKH:RJAKGAHYPOIRUAKGLAHPRALGHP (can't pronounce that either...) I'm. Bleh.

Back to watching Frozen now. (Finally watching Frozen now.)