April 21, 2014

Questions Unanswered.

"How do you tell if a girl you like, likes you too?"
"How do you tell the girl you like, you like her too?"
Also, "How do you start a conversation with a stranger you just happen to like?"
"Are you free on _____?" xD

More to come.
//Techno / Electronika / House Music / Dub step here
//Cry too stronk <3

Much Feels. Very Feeler.

Ahahaha. Don't do that XD Update after we haven't chatted for months. It's... I'm a feeler xD

April 05, 2014

Foolish Fools! *whips*

Who ever invented April fools is a genius and fooled everybody that Pranks are only permittable on April 1st. Ahahahaha. Fools!
Don't hurt anybody, and don't take it too seriously, and everybody should be fine.

What I should take seriously though is that I took my BioChem Finals without studying. Ahahaha. I don't remember posting it here, but I had given up on it. I really had. But the scores were returned, and I have just enough to take the removals. If I pass that I won't have to take this subject again.

This is what I've been wishing for the whole semester. My chance to redeem myself. If I can pass this and not have to take the subject again, I will get through my next 2 years in college pretty well. "I will" because I'm fixing my stuff. Yeah I am.

Just to update, I ran for Academics Committee Chair for the organization I'm in, and won, so that's a plus one in my responsibilites. After this semester I'm never taking a Finals that isn't required, and even if I don't take a required Finals I should still be able to pass. My parents are having money problems, we're in debt, like by a lot so I have to be a bit smarter with my money. I'm considering getting a part-time job even with my summer class, bonus points if I can keep it secret and surprise them with my first paycheck and make them cry or something (so melodramatic xD). I really like playing games!

I learned a new thing about dating... I think. Something about defining the relationship, and treating it as "let's continue this" or "let's stop this" thing. I think this is why being steady is something. Probably still shouldn't flirt with other chicks if you're dating someone and you definitely shouldn't flirt with other chicks if you're steady with someone. Sorry to non-straight, not men who are reading this, I am a straight dude so my examples are definitely straight.

Note though, I think that it doesn't matter if you're in love with a male or a female because kissing them feels the same, it's just different if you love someone I guess xD weird but yeah. (still straight though xD not sure I'm open to being in a relationship with a dude :)) prolly not xD)

So yeah Dating. That is more responsibility. Don't know if I want more responsibility or not. Maybe more will keep me on track better, or more will kill me and just make me fail more people. I can change! I believe I can.

Promises shouldn't broken. Don't promise anything you can't do/give. So yeah.

//WOOH LONG POST BUT STILL JUST JUNK. NEED MORE CREATIVE STUFF.

March 29, 2014

Chem Gaming should probably be a Tag now, eh?

Will be trying that brain hack probably during summer.

With whatever subject I'm taking. Or taking again. I really I hope I won't have to. I'm resigned to the fact that I might. But there's still hope in my heart that I can pass.

//Learning, eh? What about the learning, huh?
//Also, these short posts suck xD After this I will have feels all over this blog.

March 27, 2014

I don't want to again.

I don't want to study, eh?

Again should not be an option. T-T

Also, I need more secrets. Hmm.

March 16, 2014

Biochemistry?

Can I just stay home and play video games instead? How 'bout just watching kpop videos?

Need to overcome this week. And every week thereafter. This will be one helluva week.

Good luck have fun.

March 13, 2014

Nitrogen.

That's what I missed last meeting in Chem.
And I didn't go to a single meeting of Physics this week. I'm not entirely sure if that was my tenth absence or what. If it is, I have no idea how to tell my parents that I failed my Physics due to cutting class. I hope I can still write my signature on this week's attendance sheet, this week. I really hope so. T-T

I REALLY need to end the cycle. The fact that I'm NOT exempted from my Math Finals is freaking saying something. It's so embarrassing T-T I need to get my xhit together one last time.

Rather, it should be the last time I need to, for all the future times it will already be together before I even need it to be together.

So here's to the impossible because the impossible is an achievement. NO TO FINALS. After this Semester I will not take a Finals that isn't required, and if it were required, I don't need to go to it to pass.

Madness? No. This is... yeahp, it's madness!

~~~

Chaotic Good.

It's a burden to know what is good and to just feel you're supposed to do what is good, but still do what feels good.

But yeah, definitely no to un-freedom :-bd