I'm not getting any fatter :))

I'm thankful for that but I'm not growing any fitter either.

This ain't healthy sleeping late.
It should never be healthy :)). I want to go to sleep early. But you guys don't. And as a conformer I don't. *sigh* This January I wanna do something. Not sure what it is yet but I want something to happen.

Happy Christmas Eve :D

Don't know what to post no more.













Might not even need this blog anymore

Work Ethics II.

At school someone brought up something like "Not doing anything and passing."
I really don't mind freeloaders, they're really not MY problem. Sure I have to pull more weight, sure I have to twice as much stuff, sure I have to do everything even. But I will have enjoyed the experience and the satisfaction of getting a good grade. Sure they would have gotten a good grade too, but will they have enjoyed the experience of hard work? Of course not! But they would have enjoyed the experience of having me as a group mate. It's all about reputation. It doesn't matter if you do anything or not, it's just supposed to look like you are doing something, and it has to be convincing.

Also, a tip to anyone who wants to be a group mate to any one and every one... Don't use emotional issues as an excuse, it's better to say something like, "Sorry, I have a dentist's appointment", "Sorry, my family and I are going out that afternoon", or even "Sorry, my dog just died I have to go dig up a hole in the backyard". Actually just in general, don't mix personal things with academics. Never ever. Keep them totally separate entities. Doesn't matter if you hate one person's guts, if they're your group mate you'll just have to survive through it.

So what is this post exactly about. I'm not sure either. Or am I? I dunno I just felt like typing stuff down.

Stewardesses <- I typed that with my left hand :D

Screw This.

Ha! I wish I could go "Screw This" and no that's not what she just said. I can't give up. Not yet, not when I've come so far. It's practically the last sprint to the finish, if I stop running I'll never get there, momentum take me there. But what if YOUR momentum was taken away, just like that? Your driving force, the thing that keeps you going, went, and is now gone. Kinda makes you stop, like literally. You have to start from the beginning working your way up, getting faster, and faster until reach up to speed. But you can't build up slowly you have to build fast.

Acceleration vs Top Speed, which do you need more? The ultimate Racing Game Question. One kart has the best acceleration, but not a very high top speed, while the other is incredibly fast but takes too long to get to that speed. Or one could go for the balanced kart which has average speed and average acceleration. It's so conflicting. If I take time to decide I'd be wasting time.

But I think there is a use for each kart.
If you want to pass, study fast, get your grade.
If you want something high, study long for hours, get your grade.
If you want a compromise, study enough, get your grade.

An increase in studying by 1% might not always mean an increase of 1% in grade but it might be a good measure.

I think I've already picked the fast car except I've hit a speed bump, called Puzzle Pirates (and something else :>), so now I'm slow again and I have to accelerate just to get to my top speed. But I'll get there. I know I can. I WILL get there.

I just wish I had some speed boosters handy. Oh Shiny Item Box where are you? Why can't I have speed boosters?

[Next Time I should pick one game to base my posts on, like this one should be Mario Kart but that's for next time.]

It must be True...

I've made a decision not to go to sleep early tonight. I guess it's because I was reading TV Tropes but that's just me trying to make me forget about you. I know that it's so incredibly stupid posting about you when I know that people could be reading this at this time especially right now because it's so incredibly late. What I'm trying to say is, I'm incredibly something-headed right now that I just wanted to post something about you. To finally not feel guilty about posting about liking you. There I said it. TV Tropes might have indeed just made my mind all that much clearer, or higher I'm not sure at the moment, but I guess this post will probably never see the light of day...

Okay... now for something more stupid than my first action. I really do like you. I really, really do. In the hopes that you'll never see this blog ever, ever again. I hope that I can at least make you happy without you ever knowing that I have feelings for you.

Now to shoot myself down... This is probably just puppy love if ever it is love. This is most likely even JUST infatuation or even worse, long unresolved sexual tension. Hmph. Give up. Now. Because there is no Rule of Romantic. You aren't a Dogged Nice Guy, or a Nice Guy to begin with, or The Hero. You're just ridiculously average...

Here's to hoping that there is a Rule of Romantic.
I'll be here for you.

(This is what happens when a friend is missing.)

It should never be like this ever...

Xam: Hi! :D
Alice: Hello :]
Alice: oh and Good Night! :))
Alice has signed off
Xam: o.o

... Must remember to finish this :))

Coulda. Shoulda. Woulda. Didn't.

Eenie. Meenie. Mynie. Moe.

Five minus 2  = 4

"Mere Compliance"

It sucks to have that written down on my "family"'s paper. I blame this all one thing.


Hm... all the negativity is gone...

Thank you new phone. I will post about above when I remember.

-> A pt