Actually I know what I should do. But I don't think I want to. Actually I don't want to do it.
I should do this report. But there is nothing hinging on it that makes it important. Hm... A scholarship maybe? I suppose that should be enough. But I think it generally won't affect my scholarship in any way. But it seems my image will be the most important thing this influences.
Not even my grades will be significantly changed by this. I hope at least. But there, yeah... my image. How I look to other people. I want to be the genius slacker. I want to slack. But I want to work. I should work. Plus, it might affect my view for future things I do. This might snowball into something I can't control anymore. So yeah. While I can still control it. I will do this thing. I'll have an update in an hour! :D
December 10, 2013
Stahp :))
I always find that spelling funny :))
Though seriously! Stahp creativity xD Need logic or at least science-y stuff right now not creative stuff xD I'm willing to sacrifice one report if it helps study up for my lecture exam. IF. I don't think it will. So I won't sacrifice. Also the theme of the next thing I will write will be why the boy does not sleep. Yeah. Excuses story. I like fiction :3
Though seriously! Stahp creativity xD Need logic or at least science-y stuff right now not creative stuff xD I'm willing to sacrifice one report if it helps study up for my lecture exam. IF. I don't think it will. So I won't sacrifice. Also the theme of the next thing I will write will be why the boy does not sleep. Yeah. Excuses story. I like fiction :3
December 09, 2013
Overused Theme.
Back to my old ways T-T
I WANT TO PLAY. ONLY. Any job like that? Oh... become a youtuber? Er... pass xD
I like my lifestyle if I didn't have to do any papers. Just all my school stuff I do at school and at home I can just do whatever. Someday. That will be life. Work at work. Home at home. No work at home. Yeah...
I WANT TO PLAY. ONLY. Any job like that? Oh... become a youtuber? Er... pass xD
I like my lifestyle if I didn't have to do any papers. Just all my school stuff I do at school and at home I can just do whatever. Someday. That will be life. Work at work. Home at home. No work at home. Yeah...
December 04, 2013
1 hour update.
Well I figured out how to be make my antivirus severely less annoying, though the icon is still there, and yeah, OCD and stuff.
So yey, I've been working for awhile, but I don't think I will be able to fill another page. I don't think I want to expound on a lot of the stuff because I don't think it's necessary, but it is T-T. Anyway, I think the rest of the week is survivable. This report is the only thing that is prohibiting me from enjoying this week, maybe, I dunno. Or at least it's in the way of the things I actually want to do. Like play, and that physics prob set, or study, AND HOLY CRAP I STILL HAVE PHYSICS PROBLEM SET DUE TOMORROW/TODAY.
-_-" I hope I have time to cram later. Or should I cram it now? Or is Chem more important? T-T I don't know anymore. I think I have time later. I hope. I don't like cramming </3. But yeah there. WANT TO FREAKING PLAY. I'm somehow able to control myself though. Which is amazing xD. So yeah. Back to work hopefully. Goodbye 7am class. See you all at 10am :D hopefully earlier if I haven't done my prob set. PLAY. PLAY. I WANT TO PLAY. LET ME. PLEASE. SO EXCITED FOR DECEMBER BREAK AND SUMMER. Hopefully I can get out of my gaming phase by next year and then concentrate on studies until summer. HOPEFULLY.
So yey, I've been working for awhile, but I don't think I will be able to fill another page. I don't think I want to expound on a lot of the stuff because I don't think it's necessary, but it is T-T. Anyway, I think the rest of the week is survivable. This report is the only thing that is prohibiting me from enjoying this week, maybe, I dunno. Or at least it's in the way of the things I actually want to do. Like play, and that physics prob set, or study, AND HOLY CRAP I STILL HAVE PHYSICS PROBLEM SET DUE TOMORROW/TODAY.
-_-" I hope I have time to cram later. Or should I cram it now? Or is Chem more important? T-T I don't know anymore. I think I have time later. I hope. I don't like cramming </3. But yeah there. WANT TO FREAKING PLAY. I'm somehow able to control myself though. Which is amazing xD. So yeah. Back to work hopefully. Goodbye 7am class. See you all at 10am :D hopefully earlier if I haven't done my prob set. PLAY. PLAY. I WANT TO PLAY. LET ME. PLEASE. SO EXCITED FOR DECEMBER BREAK AND SUMMER. Hopefully I can get out of my gaming phase by next year and then concentrate on studies until summer. HOPEFULLY.
Someone Help Me Please.
This Antivirus is giving me a reason to procrastinate T-T
THIS SUCKS! GRARARAR. I hate, hate, hate plagiarism. But school turns us into people who care more about the grades, and less about the learning. Hoping for a future where people are motivated to study because they want to instead of studying because they want that job that pays well.
Still don't know if I'm in the right course but as I said, and as FE:A is actually supporting, there is no max level. I'm pretty sure I can go through all the job classes, get all the skills, max my stats, then pick the best skills after. I just have to grind. And grind. And grind. But damn, repetition isn't practice, and practice doesn't make perfect, practice makes permanent.
So damn these habits. Damn it. Just damn it. Grarararararararar.
MUST START ON THIS REPORT //
THIS SUCKS! GRARARAR. I hate, hate, hate plagiarism. But school turns us into people who care more about the grades, and less about the learning. Hoping for a future where people are motivated to study because they want to instead of studying because they want that job that pays well.
Still don't know if I'm in the right course but as I said, and as FE:A is actually supporting, there is no max level. I'm pretty sure I can go through all the job classes, get all the skills, max my stats, then pick the best skills after. I just have to grind. And grind. And grind. But damn, repetition isn't practice, and practice doesn't make perfect, practice makes permanent.
So damn these habits. Damn it. Just damn it. Grarararararararar.
MUST START ON THIS REPORT //
December 03, 2013
And It's Tomorrow.
HashTagMehMonday
Because I did nothing. Well, my DotA 2 score is now -1 but damn T-T Nothing academic at all :/ I'm sorry huhu. I wanted to do my stuff to make up for laziness but I didn't and now I'm double lazy or something.
GRARARARARARARAR. So yeah. Might do one last thing before bed. Something academic, then I'm out I think. I hope. I hope I finish too. I need to print something, so don't forget that.
Just want to say, Fire Emblem has so much of my hours, and not just game hours, my off game hours are towards FE:A recently. Just so much forum jumping and theoretical grinding, to make my save file awesome or something.
Still hoping my mom forgets to confiscate my 3DS tomorrow. But I have to finish my stuff, so it doesn't really matter if it's with me or not because I will finish my stuff before I play. Yes, I'm dedicated I think.
But it's not just Acads. I now have extra-curriculars and they're fun but it also takes so much time. I don't think I have time for anything else right now because I have to juggle a lot of stuff and want to put more time to the stuff I already have.
For my own reference my stuff is currently:
Family, Friends, Academics, Play, Pop Culture (right now it's SNSD, Catching Fire, I want to Legend of Korra, and I have some anime I want to do), then Facebook and internet.
Really hoping to cut the Facebook and Internet time and put more into Play and Pop Culture. I think I have enough time for Academics, I finish on time, and usually with the desired output, but I lack sleep T-T. Oh, except in Chem. I'm not good at not numbers Chem. Actually, logic Chem is alright, but not memorization Chem. T-T Oh yeah also Org. I have org stuff.
So no time for romance right now, which is alright with me. I think anime/kpop is a phase for people who are out of a relationship, maybe I dunno. I really don't get what other people do on their down time, if they're not playing games or watching anime/kpop, or reading books. Hm... actually just browsing through forums and FB takes time, so maybe that. But that's kinda lame because there's no character growth for them on Facebook. Thank God I have games :3
Well that's it, I have to work. T-T
//Two weeks 'til Christmas break. I don't know how I'll be able to stop playing for these two weeks. I have to though :/
Because I did nothing. Well, my DotA 2 score is now -1 but damn T-T Nothing academic at all :/ I'm sorry huhu. I wanted to do my stuff to make up for laziness but I didn't and now I'm double lazy or something.
GRARARARARARARAR. So yeah. Might do one last thing before bed. Something academic, then I'm out I think. I hope. I hope I finish too. I need to print something, so don't forget that.
Just want to say, Fire Emblem has so much of my hours, and not just game hours, my off game hours are towards FE:A recently. Just so much forum jumping and theoretical grinding, to make my save file awesome or something.
Still hoping my mom forgets to confiscate my 3DS tomorrow. But I have to finish my stuff, so it doesn't really matter if it's with me or not because I will finish my stuff before I play. Yes, I'm dedicated I think.
But it's not just Acads. I now have extra-curriculars and they're fun but it also takes so much time. I don't think I have time for anything else right now because I have to juggle a lot of stuff and want to put more time to the stuff I already have.
For my own reference my stuff is currently:
Family, Friends, Academics, Play, Pop Culture (right now it's SNSD, Catching Fire, I want to Legend of Korra, and I have some anime I want to do), then Facebook and internet.
Really hoping to cut the Facebook and Internet time and put more into Play and Pop Culture. I think I have enough time for Academics, I finish on time, and usually with the desired output, but I lack sleep T-T. Oh, except in Chem. I'm not good at not numbers Chem. Actually, logic Chem is alright, but not memorization Chem. T-T Oh yeah also Org. I have org stuff.
So no time for romance right now, which is alright with me. I think anime/kpop is a phase for people who are out of a relationship, maybe I dunno. I really don't get what other people do on their down time, if they're not playing games or watching anime/kpop, or reading books. Hm... actually just browsing through forums and FB takes time, so maybe that. But that's kinda lame because there's no character growth for them on Facebook. Thank God I have games :3
Well that's it, I have to work. T-T
//Two weeks 'til Christmas break. I don't know how I'll be able to stop playing for these two weeks. I have to though :/
November 27, 2013
Gaming Withdrawal.
I need to play. Help me please. Really. Someone. OMG. I want to play so bad. But school is in the way. I go cold turkey for a week and on Saturday I'm better, you know, cured. Then I play. I PLAY UNTIL IT'S TUESDAY. And then it's gone. I go on forums and wikis, but my thirst is not quenched.
GIVE ME MY GAMES. LET ME PLAY.
But I really have to do well in my acads T-T
Side note: The first time I learned that the word withdrawal could be used for drug addiction was when my character in Kingdom of Loathing (many many years back) used goofballs. Best. Trip. Ever.
GIVE ME MY GAMES. LET ME PLAY.
But I really have to do well in my acads T-T
Side note: The first time I learned that the word withdrawal could be used for drug addiction was when my character in Kingdom of Loathing (many many years back) used goofballs. Best. Trip. Ever.
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