Call me old fashioned but...

I'm not going to have sex until I find the girl I'm marrying, I marry her, get on my honeymoon then that's when I'll have sex. Because I know that it's something special, you know? Something that should be saved for Someone special. I wouldn't mind if she didn't save hers for me, but I would have. Alright, I am saving my virginity.

So I don't really get why this bill is supposed to get passed! Because it'll stop underage sex? What about abstinence, huh? Well some might be curious so we'll teach them how to do it "safely"! Why not teach them not to do it? Isn't prevention easier than cure? Well, just in case they can't stop their hormones we'll teach ... WTH?! WHY ARE YOU TEACHING HORMONAL TEENAGERS HOW TO HAVE SEX?! AREN'T THEIR PARENTS SUPPOSED TO BE DOING THAT? The parents aren't doing it, so someone has to. Also, we want the parents to have sex without creating any more children that will be a burden to them. Wait, what is the point of sex? What's another word for it? Reproduction? So you want to get the pleasure from sex but not the responsibility? Huh? Well do you? Look, we're just showing them other ways to have sex. So it's not like you're dictating what they should do? Right? I mean let's show them a bunch of demographics and then tell them, hey people, there are too many of us! Let's not make more alright? Here we'll show you how! Really? Do you, all of you, want YOUR grade 5 daughters to learn about sex? Grade 5? Well, do you? Hey! that's sexism! What about the sons of the people? See, this bill can stop sexism! WTF?! NO IT CAN'T! AND IT DOESN'T EVEN SAY THAT IN THE BILL! YES, IT DOES! RIGHT here... in this... No, just no. This bill doesn't advocate Gender Equality, it's simply using it as a basis for this bill. We already have a bill for women that says that all genders should be equal. If you're supporting this bill because it's Pro Women then please leave, thank you. Hey this bill is totally Pro Women! Wait, really?! OMG! That's like so good for us Male Population then, right? Because it's Pro Women, it's Pro Gender Equality! Wait... what? Go women so that means go everybody? My Gosh! That's Sexism! Well you know this bill is actually about reproductive health. Yeah, it'll help women that have post abortion problems... Wait, what? What about men with post abortion problems? Men don't have any post ab... So this bill is just about women then, and THEIR problems? Look here, the fact that you're telling people there will be support for those who want to abort their babies, is just like saying, go ahead go abort that thing inside of you! If something happens to you, the government will do something about it anyway!

And about things I'm less sure about, do they always have that clause at the end? If another bill is conflicting with this bill, we'll make amends. Do they show / tell people that something has been amended or changed? I mean what if suddenly, oh come on now, let's make up this rule where everybody who doesn't believe in this go to jail, because you know something's conflicting with the other bill. Wait what? Yes, you heard me right. There was actually that part in the previous version, and there probably still is in that newer version, because you know, THIS IS CONGRESS!

So here's my take on the thing. You might say it's wrong, and I'll probably tell you to tell me your side, and I'll tell YOU that's wrong, and it'll go in an endless cycle, and possibly break our friendship. What I'm saying is that maybe we should talk about it maybe once, at most twice, if you want to that is, then forget about it? Just respect each others opinion and move on with our life (This sounds really hypocritical of me especially because my previous two paragraphs are about me rubbing it in someone's face on how their wrong.) So yeah, sorry in advance? I hope that everybody who has a say in this, reads the whole thing instead of just going on with what everybody else is saying. I'll admit I was biased reading the thing, always looking for flaws in the bill, and who's to say what I read is the most updated version? But I do believe everybody should read this and all the other bills that it's connected with and maybe then we'll all be able to build something up where everybody can be mostly happy.

If you still haven't guessed, I SAY NAY! Because it goes against my belief of: no premarital sex, and contraception. And because it's biased to women. But that last "reason" is for a different time...

This should never have seen the light of day because you know, it's very trending... and I don't like being too mainstream.

(Pardon my laziness to paragraph form each dialogue or to identify which is which, I hope I got my message through though.)

Hey Jude

Don't be afraid, take a sad song and make it better~

Apparently I was busy this weekend. Maybe next week?

And yes, that's one of the funnest phases.

Love is a Choice.

Weird thing to think about on a stormy, rainy, Saturday morning... wait, the rain stopped and it's afternoon but whatever. I don't think I'll be able to read all the way to the end, I've already reached my point of saturation; LDMU is kicking-in. But the way you write, it's just so new? so creative? so... inspiring? I just wanna say I'm jealous, that you can write so well, and that you can write so often. I have to be in a bad mood just to write mediocrity. I've also noticed I've only ever wrote about myself, which is alright for me but as another friend had pointed out, sometimes I forget to make sense.

And now I've lost the will to write something awesome. Damn industrial sized stapler.

Back to the topic at hand, or rather to use it as a segway to my next point, I want to try to write fiction. And most likely it will be on a different place than here. I have a few ideas already, and well, you'll probably have to stalk me to find out where it will be.

I hope this won't be my last post on this. The end deserves a better beginning, middle, and end.

Wanna go out sometime?

One day...

Soon...

but first...


Braces.

So... you're asking for something not so not relatable?

I think I confused myself...

Because I cannot think of a long post today I will just have to do my normal thing... Confuse you by confusing myself with things I will not remember in the following days because I will have been trying to do that while I am typing that out, in the end confusing no one but myself and everybody else...

Just, um, Thank you. Thanks for the wonderful day. It didn't seem extraordinary and might have been infact extraordinarily normal, but still thank you. I think I like things this way. Life is good as it is. Life is fun. Life is nice.

Makes me think though... Some days ago I saw a post talking about contentment. Are we really happy with what life gives us? Is it like take everything life gives us, make something of it and be happy? I don't think I've made something of my life yet, and I'm happy somehow. But isn't happiness an emotion? Don't emotions pass? Am I really just content with what I have or is it because I don't know there's something more for me and I'm alive and alright so I don't really strive for something better? Should we be content or should we strive? Should we be content in striving for something better or should be content when we've gotten what we worked for? Is there something more than that? and so on...

This looks like an emo post to me, but I think that I'm thinking. It's for me to think of my life at the moment and see what I can do to make it more than my life now. Or is it for me to think that my life is perfect and I should be happy that I got this far and have what I have?

What if you had to risk what you already had just to have a chance at something better? No guarantees you'll get something better, but it guarantees you'll lose what you already have. Maybe it's contentment that keeps us from moving forward. Maybe it's the risk of losing that keeps us from moving forward. Maybe it's the fear of the unknown that keeps us from moving forward.

And I now don't know how to end this thing. If you went into my brain this might be what it would feel like. One thought to another connected by just a thread, barely even counts as a connection. Trees to bees, to birds and back to bees. I don't know anymore. I think I do need something sad or something angry to post about. I'm just happy right now, alright? Bare with me. If you're still reading this I commend you. Me: I commend you. Or something. That wasn't funny at all.

Maybe I'll be gone soon. Maybe you should check my older post titles. Maybe it has something to do with the bathroom. and maybe I'm not forever

I wish I saved that Replay.

But I don't care about you. We will never cross paths ever. Because I will avoid you. And because even if we do... you'll have to respect me.

Mineski Infinity!

Feels good to run with the wind again. Maybe next time we'll Release the Swarm, or the Spirits.