1 hour update.

Well I figured out how to be make my antivirus severely less annoying, though the icon is still there, and yeah, OCD and stuff.

So yey, I've been working for awhile, but I don't think I will be able to fill another page. I don't think I want to expound on a lot of the stuff because I don't think it's necessary, but it is T-T. Anyway, I think the rest of the week is survivable. This report is the only thing that is prohibiting me from enjoying this week, maybe, I dunno. Or at least it's in the way of the things I actually want to do. Like play, and that physics prob set, or study, AND HOLY CRAP I STILL HAVE PHYSICS PROBLEM SET DUE TOMORROW/TODAY.

-_-" I hope I have time to cram later. Or should I cram it now? Or is Chem more important? T-T I don't know anymore. I think I have time later. I hope. I don't like cramming </3. But yeah there. WANT TO FREAKING PLAY. I'm somehow able to control myself though. Which is amazing xD. So yeah. Back to work hopefully. Goodbye 7am class. See you all at 10am :D hopefully earlier if I haven't done my prob set. PLAY. PLAY. I WANT TO PLAY. LET ME. PLEASE. SO EXCITED FOR DECEMBER BREAK AND SUMMER. Hopefully I can get out of my gaming phase by next year and then concentrate on studies until summer. HOPEFULLY.

Someone Help Me Please.

This Antivirus is giving me a reason to procrastinate T-T

THIS SUCKS! GRARARAR. I hate, hate, hate plagiarism. But school turns us into people who care more about the grades, and less about the learning. Hoping for a future where people are motivated to study because they want to instead of studying because they want that job that pays well.

Still don't know if I'm in the right course but as I said, and as FE:A is actually supporting, there is no max level. I'm pretty sure I can go through all the job classes, get all the skills, max my stats, then pick the best skills after. I just have to grind. And grind. And grind. But damn, repetition isn't practice, and practice doesn't make perfect, practice makes permanent.

So damn these habits. Damn it. Just damn it. Grarararararararar.

MUST START ON THIS REPORT //

And It's Tomorrow.

HashTagMehMonday

Because I did nothing. Well, my DotA 2 score is now -1 but damn T-T Nothing academic at all :/ I'm sorry huhu. I wanted to do my stuff to make up for laziness but I didn't and now I'm double lazy or something.

GRARARARARARARAR. So yeah. Might do one last thing before bed. Something academic, then I'm out I think. I hope. I hope I finish too. I need to print something, so don't forget that.

Just want to say, Fire Emblem has so much of my hours, and not just game hours, my off game hours are towards FE:A recently. Just so much forum jumping and theoretical grinding, to make my save file awesome or something.

Still hoping my mom forgets to confiscate my 3DS tomorrow. But I have to finish my stuff, so it doesn't really matter if it's with me or not because I will finish my stuff before I play. Yes, I'm dedicated I think.

But it's not just Acads. I now have extra-curriculars and they're fun but it also takes so much time. I don't think I have time for anything else right now because I have to juggle a lot of stuff and want to put more time to the stuff I already have.

For my own reference my stuff is currently:
Family, Friends, Academics, Play, Pop Culture (right now it's SNSD, Catching Fire, I want to Legend of Korra, and I have some anime I want to do), then Facebook and internet.

Really hoping to cut the Facebook and Internet time and put more into Play and Pop Culture. I think I have enough time for Academics, I finish on time, and usually with the desired output, but I lack sleep T-T. Oh, except in Chem. I'm not good at not numbers Chem. Actually, logic Chem is alright, but not memorization Chem. T-T Oh yeah also Org. I have org stuff.

So no time for romance right now, which is alright with me. I think anime/kpop is a phase for people who are out of a relationship, maybe I dunno. I really don't get what other people do on their down time, if they're not playing games or watching anime/kpop, or reading books. Hm... actually just browsing through forums and FB takes time, so maybe that. But that's kinda lame because there's no character growth for them on Facebook. Thank God I have games :3

Well that's it, I have to work. T-T
//Two weeks 'til Christmas break. I don't know how I'll be able to stop playing for these two weeks. I have to though :/

Gaming Withdrawal.

I need to play. Help me please. Really. Someone. OMG. I want to play so bad. But school is in the way. I go cold turkey for a week and on Saturday I'm better, you know, cured. Then I play. I PLAY UNTIL IT'S TUESDAY. And then it's gone. I go on forums and wikis, but my thirst is not quenched.

GIVE ME MY GAMES. LET ME PLAY.

But I really have to do well in my acads T-T

Side note: The first time I learned that the word withdrawal could be used for drug addiction was when my character in Kingdom of Loathing (many many years back) used goofballs. Best. Trip. Ever.

Big plans?

Finished Phoenix Wright Ace Attorney: Dual Destinies a few hours ago and currently reading World War Z. Seems to me like it's both relevant to the current state of the Philippines. PW I guess with the Pork Barrel thing and WWZ with the whole disaster thing. Hoping WWZ sacrifice plans won't succeed while PW bring the justice plot works out.

Don't really know how to explain more because it's almost 1AM and I should not be online T-T. Also, the title is when some kind of aura-reader/psychic/soul-see-er kind of lady told my mom that I had big plans... maybe President of the Philippines? :)) Cancel classes whenever it rains :3

BUT DAMMIT WHY AREN'T THE PEOPLE GETTING THEIR FOOD. WHY ARE THEY DYING OF STARVATION. WHY?

Happy KB!

I will leave this note here for my death dream and interesting theory on what happens before.

In other news, Batman game is awesome game. And I still haven't finished Ace Attorney Dual Destinies despite getting over the Pokemon Craze. I just realized my WF schedules are the same as last sem (my classes are even in the same building) except I have Physics in place of last sem's lunch time. My TTh is free-er though with a break right after math, but it's still an 8:30 to night kind of schedule.

I want to buy a ukulele I think. But I will keep it at home and I will hide it from the world and bring it only for special occasions or something. But I will practice. Whee~

For things that are wrong with me... hm... I seem to have gotten fatter? Not too wrong I suppose, my belly has grown though, I think. Though I feel bloated often. Yeah I dunno.

This is just me not having anything interesting/artistic to post. I don't have any love-related issues recently which is fine with me :)) It's like that movie with the writers I guess? I don't have inspiration for creative posts. Is it because of a lack of er... a Person of Interest or maybe it's due to excessive gaming? Don't really think it's because of gaming though. Hm...

I also have to fix something with some friends I think. It's a problem for me because it's a problem between two of my friends. Yeah, that's something to worry about right? Er... well, worrying is bad I guess but I suppose it's the first step to doing something about it. Acknowledging the worry is probably the second. So yeah, will do something about it. I miss them yeah. I miss hanging out with them. With both of them.

//Oh the title is just referencing a High School Running Gag I guess. It's supposedly his birthday everyday :)) Well today's for real. KB!

Thoughts on Cleaning my Room.

Woohoo the table's clean! Where's my bed?! -_-"

Alright the bed's good. Now I can't see the floor -_-"

Alright I can see the floor, but I can see dust bunnies too. -_-"

Room's Clean xD

What now?

Now my life is meaningless T-T

Whee more Pokemon~