Dear Internet Connection.

Thank you. I just can't believe how fast you've grown. I'm just so impressed. Just thank you. Though you may be the primary "distraction" in my life, I just have to say, I'm here writing today because of you.

-BMM

Not Cool Man.

I should seriously study. But I think I've forgotten how :( I am a fail. But I will get better. I should just start reading and short term memory storing now. Gonna pass this and then do even better in the next.

I know I can, I shouldn't, but I have to right now. I won't later though, at least I shouldn't, but I might, but I'll try. Yes, I will succeed. I will success.

//That girl is just "wow-beautiful" and she reminds me of someone but I can't place it nor recall if I like the person she reminds me off.
//Also, holy crap. I've never seen her as "wow-beautiful" as how I saw her today.
//Both different people, and yes, not the usual people.

What the Hell Hero?!

Because TVTropes + Exam the next day = Title.
TVTropes + Chem Exam = WTFH.
...
Yes. Yes I am. Why? Magic's pretty good. Actually it's incredible :p

Aaaaaaaand she's taken T-T

I still haven't changed a bit. I admit, I've been watching more TV series' and I even downloaded Korra season 2... I'm nocturnal now though. It's not something to be proud of, and I'm not proud of. I definitely can and will change that. Seriously, I can't remember the last time I slept at night... because I always sleep past 12mn, which is not night; then again it is called midnight :)) But past 12mn it's a.m. which means morning! (Well I guess it means before midday, literally. And before midday is day / morning, right? :)) )

So yeah, screw this lifestyle. Because I sleep in ALL my classes. Especially my Chem classes. It's like I don't even try to stay awake :/ And I can't though, which sucks... so yeah. Hoping I'll fix my body clock (fix = get it the way, adults expect it to be) and then graduate with honors. So glhf to me!

Also, currently watching: Kaizoku Sentai Gokaiger
Will be watching: Legend of Korra Season 2
Just recently watched: Fate Zero and before that, Koi to Senkyo to Chocolate (Love, Elections & Chocolate)

//Still can't get over the fact that SooYoung has a boyfriend T-T
//but I'm totally happy that she's happy with someone...
//who isn't me T-T :))

Update to Worth it?

Apparently so. Hooray and stuff :))
Also damn, I can't believe I forgot the significance of that date. Which does mean I'm getting better. Good job me :D

What the Chocolate.

Ugh... I'm up. Again. Again again.

And I don't have any food to get me through the night this time. And I have no idea how to discuss an experiment without results. Well I have an idea. But it's so stupid it just might work.

And that damn chocolate bar. The Universe is against me in a sense that it doesn't want me to have my way with things. The rehearsals in my head don't work, rather, nothing ever goes like how I rehearsed them. Just the Universe telling me, I can't run my world. Not exactly, how I want it to be. I think I had a chance but it was different from what I had expected so I didn't take it and the chocolate is melted and so I gave it away. And I feel horribad because I tried and failed again. Don't know what ever gave me the idea there was a chance of success... but I guess that's why we try don't we? To find out our chances. Maybe the RNG was not with me that time, or the Universe... or the the Universe and the RNG is the same thing and yeah the odds were not in my favor. Or they made me believe I didn't have the odds so un-action occurred.

Now I'm rehearsing again. That same scene, except with the circumstances that presented itself then. Except I can't perform it because its moment had already happened. I'm hoping some alternate Universe Maki has the better part of the stick on this flip coin (lol because.) and so yeah.

It's time I took a break from this break and have myself a Kit... Chem. I should do my Chem.

//RNG = Random Number Generator. Usually determines critical hits and evasion. And other rolls.

Worth it?

I'm in a group I don't particularly like and they're running our supposedly for the people activity as a kind of vacation type thing and I have no idea how to tell them they're being stupid.

One, I have no idea how to actually push through with the project. Two, they might not respect my opinion anyway because I'm not one of them. Three, they're my batchmates, I have to get along with them for a while.

Though I have no idea how they'll react if I call them out on it it's just that I hate feeling like the bad guy. I don't want to be a bad guy but I think this will definitely need calling out on because damn it, this activity is to supposed to help someone. I mean really. Will I care if they react negatively? I really don't want to fail this subject because I'm in a group I don't like / a group who does not get the point of the planning of an activity.

SCREW THEM. GRARARAR. I DON'T WANT FAILURE. T-T