Signs you're rich.

You're always online and have constant internet access. I think not renting at a computer shop is a sign you're rich.

When you have a shower heater. Seriously who needs one of those hear in the Philippines? I'll tell you. Rich people's houses.

Your games aren't pirated. <-Very Rich :))

You have a blu-ray collection. Seriously o.o that has to be a sure sign.

Hm... I'll think up some more :)) Someday :))

I don't know how to read.

Signs.

Japanese.

Body Language.

//Help.

Sometimes I just think

that she's ignoring me.

Other times I think she's interested.

Seriously I should do something about...

Wait, the world is ending today?!

No time to be thinking about something trivial such as love!

I haven't even got a good PC or a PS3 or WiiU to play on yet!

Gotta play those games I haven't already.

See you guys around hopefully if the world doesn't end.

If it does know that it's been fun but I'll be off to play games now :D

YOLO

Things unsaid and undone. Now could be a good time to do them because you have a reason. A "reason". Here's to another a good year :D

I'm still here.

I want to be there with...

I want you to be here with...

Blah blah blah Finish your senten...

It's not over 'til it's over!

It works in the bad sense too :/ DAMN REQUIREMENTS! IT REALLY ISN'T OVER UNTIL THE SEM IS OVER!

SCREW YOU WHO DON'T APPRECIATE MY WORK :))

YOU DON'T DEFINE MY DAY!

Thank you to friends and sleep and choir practice and Christmas and New year charades. No to Classes with Teachers that don't appreciate my work :))

12212012

What if the world ended and no one told you? So now everybody is facing judgement except you, and soon every single being will have been judged and then what of you?

I'm just afraid the that world can turn without me. And it can and should. But I'd rather it would stop for me. Just sometimes for me.

I think I have a post like this before o.o Emotions are cyclic I suppose?

Don't not never give up! It just the hair that's curly, nothing else :))

One down!

Well technically around 2 and 1/3 down! HYDROXIDE OH YEAH PROGRESS!

Let's G

Let's G

Let's G

Let's G

Let's G

Let's G!

I won't give up!

I'll keep studying!

I'll keep typing!

I'll keep researching!

I'll keep going to the library!

I WILL FINISH MY REPORTS!

I WILL GO TO ALL MY PRACTICES!

I WILL ENJOY THIS WEEK!

I WILL PASS ALL MY TESTS! (with flying colors :>)

i will keep loving you.

Nothing based on chat and text.

That aside, I have to reroll my stats somehow o.o Current skills and stat points are in the wrong places. They're not giving bonuses I need for being a Black Mage. Or should I just change jobs? This is...

Help! I think I need a party!

Make a wish!

The funnest time to procrastinate is a week before the deadlines. Hell week here I come.

This Weekend.

Oh hi, yeah, um... do you mind if you take my picture?

Oh sure ahaha. I'm Clara, freshman.

Sam, freshman too.

*click*

Haha, thanks. Do you want your picture taken?

That would be great!

Wait how do you...

*click*

You press the button in the middle.

Oh... there. Got it. Let me try again.

Um...?


*click*

Wait, sorry it's blurred, I'm a bit shaky.

Here, hold it like this.

Hm... oh that's easier haha.

*click*

I'm really not good at this.

Haha, this is alright thanks.

Yeah, thanks again. See you around!

See you!

~~~~~~~~~~~~

And he walked away... more of scurried away. It was awkward. More than that, she wasn't his type. She wasn't even a little bit appealing to him. He was just horrible at social interactions. Poor Sam :))

Sorry Dude.

Dudes don't multitask. Sadly.

Walk away.

I never wanted to be your friend. I wanted to be something more.

Well... This is...

Awkward is when you have to keep talking when you're walking together.
 Awkward is when you don't talk when you walk together.
Awkward is the hello with that kind of smile.
Awkward is when you wave and they don't see.
Awkward is when you can't compliment them.
Awkward is when you can't tell them how happy you are.
Awkward is when the table is for three.
Awkward is when only two people show up.
Awkward is when talk about the same things.
Awkward is when you talk about the same things as if they were new.
Awkward is when you ask about their PE.
Awkward is when you know their next class.
Awkward is when you're friends... close friends?
Awkward is when you spell it wrong for 14 sentences.
Awkward is when you still get it wrong for the 15th.

Coin Flip.

There are two sides. One is right. The other... the other right. And that's life. I can't pick a side. I'm just too... I want to be on the good side which is both sides or neither sides or more in one side than the other. That's trichotomy for you, well kinda. I need to make decisions I follow up on. Do you think telling people will help? Or should you just wait them for them to ask?

Flip. Catch. Cover. Leave.

Weekends!

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Now back to school :))

Sometimes all it takes is a finger to point directions

Just a general direction. The direction you were already going. Just to reassure you. I am unsure. I have always been. There are times when I act unlike this but I've always been unsure. It's just sometimes I have to have a facade. Not for them, maybe for them, but mostly for me. It's what I keep telling myself. But that finger pointing really got my drive back to what I want to achieve.

Thanks W-man (because tentatively "Wingman" might not be the appropriate title anymore)

I guess the world is clear with this one.

Finalists. Just finalists left. I thought I made a decision but yeah hm... location is definitely a factor. Time, effort. Luck most importantly.

I should just go back to writing my Chem report. Hm... maybe I should pursue my second degree in Chem so it's close-ish to Bio. *shrugs*

That night is no longer young. In fact... the day's pretty young now :))

She stares into your soul.**

Spent my Monday just trying to get my phone to be faster. Honestly I think my previous phone was faster even if it wasn't an android phone. Then again I've only spent a day on this one so I guess it'll have the year to prove itself. I hope it gets better because it can't play most apps o.o I can't even Fruit Ninja :< atleast I can watch videos now and read pdfs! And browse the net better and play songs better(?)

Hm... It's like I can't believe it. Seriously. I need to do something because I really want to now. I really want to do something. And I want to succeed even more so. Haha. Weird segue right? Kinda hiding the last few bits of sentences here :))

I want so badly. I think I can get. So I will try for. Wish me well. Thanks.

EDIT: What the o.o one view already? :))
++ Skyfall was awesome :D I wanna watch Wreck-It-Ralph and Silent Hill Revelations and the other Horror stuff coming out and Les Miserables!!! I have watched Looper and Breaking Dawn 2, too :D
//Just more random posting!

EDIT2: Her eyes. They sometimes don't agree but even then they're still beautiful. I wish I could've admired them even way way back. There's just something about her.

Routine Life: going through the motions

And that's why I hate weekends. Rather, I hate weekends because it has the lack of routine. I really like keeping to a schedule or hm... no not really... just something being normal. But not just going through the motions. Or is it worth going through the motions if there's always that one single motion that makes your heart jump? I love weekends because I can play. But I hate getting out of them because I have to start working. It's the work that's hard... it's the starting that's the problem. Like riding a bicycle, once you push off it's just easy. Albeit there may be some roadblocks or bad roads ahead, you'll be able to cruise through those.

And what was I talking about again? :))

Well whatever. I want a more free blog a blog I want can speak Filipino in but not this one because well... I just don't wanna. So yeah might new blog somewhere else.

But it's the starting to new blog that'll be hardest :))

It's not that I don't want to say hi

It's just that I can't because... well I probably could I just don't? I don't know what to talk about anymore... or ever but yeah maybe when I get over it. Not in a rush though but yeah. Just so you know :))

Dreams... again?

Well no I didn't have a dream recently but if I did and I remembered...

What if what happens in a dream actually does happen? And all you have to do is to get the courage to say, I know this happened not just in a dream. And then it just becomes real. Like you wake up from your dream. Your dream, your dream girl, you were hers and she was yours. But in real life she isn't... or is she? What if she does remember that dream too but she thinks it's just a dream too. What if you went up to her and said, in my dream... and she says, I remember.

That could be a movie or a book I suppose. Maybe you just have to let the other people be aware that you were in the dream together because it was real... they just thought they were in a dream so they forgot it. What if you could hold on to your dreams? Well screw that plan! Then you wouldn't get the tingly feeling when you remember parts of it and want to know more. It's not yours to keep... It's just a dream a figment of your mind.

You can have plenty more, some you can live in.

Wait are these dreams or dreams now? I can't tell where I'm going with this.

Just... Conspiracies alright. Just let people know. Let them remember. Your dream. Our dream. Our reality.

//And because I'm not pleased with how this post worked out I'm going to write another one... maybe :))

Hey! That's what I said!

Then again that's what I said long long ago and it didn't work out for me. I wasn't being approachable enough. But if someone does approach. I'll be there. Definitely :D

I almost failed the friend test.

//Now for a post that does not involve staying up, printing, and proving you are a true friend.
//Okay, maybe the true friend part could be part of this story.

Today (yesterday) was alright day. I'll probably always start with that statement but we'll see. So I got up at a later because sir announced that there wouldn't be Bio Lec tomorrow. But I still got to school around the time I usually arrive. I got there and conversed with high school friends and it was alright. I was just there actually occasionally making side comments just listening in on their conversations while I was defeating the 8th gym in Pokemon Black 2. I finished and we still had time left before Bio Lab but I decided to go on anyway. Before playing I had already copied the questions I needed to answer for Chem Lec which was due tomorrow (today) so I went to the Bio Lab room. I got there and of course the teacher hadn't arrived, making small talk with some of my blocmates but I decided to ask my groupmates for answers to the lab activity we continued that day.

//I'll do a complete narrative some other time though a lot of things happened today (yesterday-now) so we'll see if I continue this or not. :D
//But it's out here because... I dunno I don't like drafts that already have some kind of thing going on except if they're Will Never See Posts.

Apparently I choose my words carefully.

From all my chats online and in real life you'll never hear me say things like

Vs. The World

I'm not sure if the Universe is against me or with me.These opportunities are crazy and from the answer I thought I had... I now have more questions.

Details I shall never post. You'll just have to extract them out of me. Some of you will have a harder time. Actually most of you. But just give the right password and it'll be all well.

There is room for change but for now I'll just stick with it.

Why'd you have to go

and come back?

It was weird when you left. One person less in the group. I thought it would be the same and nothing would change. Except for maybe the lack of your seemingly quiet presence. Seemingly because we all knew you weren't the quiet type. But there was one thing you were quiet about... and when you came back... well it all went even more downhill.

Before you left, it was pretty fun with the group. Nothing was awkward everything was just fun. Well for me atleast. Obviously that wasn't the case. When you left, things started surfacing, and the most devastating for me, happened after the December break. When you came back, you didn't hang out with us as much; you always had plans. Though the times we did hang it was normal, just like the old times kind of thing, but it wasn't like the old times because you were gone even though you were there.

After December break I realized I was really being blind. I was turning away from what was. I never had a chance but you did. And you took it. But what happened? Tell me. I thought you had it covered. I thought you had a plan past that. Did you? Did it not work out? Could it have?
//Well I tried to take it and crashed and burned on that one

We don't hang out anymore though this semester we're going to be classmates. I don't mind though. It was a weird last few months. This past semester I hadn't heard of you and now here you are again. Though I heard you don't hang out anymore, well obviously. You do know why right? Right? I know you are that smart, that intelligent. I have no plans hanging out like we used to but if the universe tells me too then I'll be alright with that.

I guess I'm just feeling bad for the friendship that was lost. I'm sorry I didn't try to get it back to the way it was. But the normality of you gone... I thought everything was set.

Maybe someday we'll all hang out sometime. Maybe when you guys stop avoiding each other. Maybe when it all gets un-awkward...

Okay, let's face it that's going to be impossible. Atleast say hi next time. Even just the next time.

But yeah. You still... You're still... I've forgiven you, though it's not my place to have been hurt. But I'll remember that...

But I'll remember the old times too.

//Does this sound like it's for a girl? o.o
//Not really senti-mode just remembered some stuff because of homework.
//Inspired by other posts about other friends

Cold Feet.

It's normal for me really. I go to sleep in a room with the AC on. I'm awake before I fall asleep though. And well yeah... Cold Feet.

I wake up kinda still. That's why I love the sun. It makes me feel alive and part of the world. You could call me solar-powered even. Though without the sun I'm just a few notches short of cheerful. Putting me around glad maybe?

No matter how many socks or blankets I put on, I'll always have cold feet.

What's important is that I live with it and use it to my advantage. The moment it wears off it's an even better feeling.

Yesterday = Yeah.

Today = Definitely.

Tomorrow = Most Probably.

But who cares?

Also side note, Timing was excellent today. Despite the lack of sunlight the universe seemed to cooperate with me. A side-r note, I hope I don't need to hunt for another damn notebook!

For now I will escape.

Thank you to games who make me think I am not myself, and let me put myself into somewhere else I am not in. Thank you games who let me decide on who I want to be there while letting me be me here. For now I shall escape again to a game I can be me as a different me. Only to return as myself maybe better but definitely more myself than I'll ever be. Thank you games. Thank you.

Snark Started a Scribble of Something like Such

"Love one, not two but love the one who loves you too."

Hm... Well I wanted to start posting on some guys status at this hour; note it wasn't some random guy, it was a guy from my elementary years, not a very good guy, might be a player, but definitely one of those elementary people who like likes on their statuses about love that they may or may not have just plagiarized from the internet. But then it made me think as I went out of my room to take a piss.

I don't think you love one when you love another. I think that to love another, you should love one, her and two, yourself. If you don't even know how to love yourself, how can you learn to love someone else? If you even think that you already love someone else, without loving yourself, who's to say that it is actually love?

In short, it's probably something like how can you live with others, if you can't live with yourself? One should learn to love himself and live as himself because it's the only person one will ever be. If you're too insecure about yourself it will really be hard looking for a partner. And if you do find a "partner" will it last? It'll be your fault too because you're so wound up in being insecure, that even your "partner" thinks of them as insecure, you'll break yourself, you'll break them, in the end, instead of patching yourself up, patching your insecurity, you'll create a bigger hole for yourself and exposing a hole for another. Okay maybe that was too negative but I think that's sorta how it happens.

Not that I'm referring to my previous relationship, which was brought up... well it wasn't but I remembered it from a recent conversation. Well I think it really was my fault. I wasn't sure of myself. I wasn't at all sure of myself. I didn't know what I wanted at that time, though I don't think I know what I want now either, but that's probably why it didn't work out. Albeit she might've been unsure too, I think it was still my own fault that it fell apart... so I broke it up all together. Though it could have been, no one has been there to tell me whether it was or not mutual so now I'm going to say it wasn't and that it had been my fault and my decision.

I don't think that I didn't love her, or had grown to no longer love her, it's just that I never loved myself fully so I didn't have the capacity to love her. Or maybe the world has rules against that, like Rules of Life that won't allow you to love another successfully because you don't love yourself. Maybe it's like a level system, before you love her, you have to love yourself and a few other people... maybe that's it? Maybe it's just me making up excuses for the guilt I felt. Maybe I'm still unsure.

Actually, hell yeah I'm unsure. It's this insecurity of mine that got me into this in the first place. Well I probably didn't know it at that time but still it probably was this. I was unsure what I needed at that time, a distraction, a friend, a something.

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Maybe the someone you love was supposed to help you learn how to love yourself and should you stick with it, it will work out eventually. What if this could happen with every person in the world, you only had to stick with it. Albeit, it would be easier with some, and harder with a lot of the others, it could be done. It could be done. Maybe love is just a decision to just stick by someone that eventually with enough time and patience will also stick by you.

Love's probably not one-sided. You can't love someone if the other doesn't love you back, AND if you don't love yourself, and I guess, as a corollary, if the other doesn't love himself. Love needs two. Love needs me and you? Probably could be song lyrics somewhere.

[What about loving God? Hm... this deserves a different post, a post you might not ever see, or a post I might not ever type. I might think it up and store it in my mind, but maybe not type it down and store it on the internet.]

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Life is therefore a game. And one of the difficulty settings is who you choose to Love. Some will be easier while others will give you hell, you could probably even do without it, but it's there and you can complete the game without it. It's just up to you whether or not you want that good ending, which also depends on what you think "good" is.

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I guess I should probably try again soon. I'm more sure of myself now and have a vision of what I am and who I want to be in the future. Though it's still blurry, as it should be, because one shouldn't and can't know of his future, it's still a vision. It'll probably change but atleast I have a guideline/s. I have things I want, just not in what order I want to get them but I definitely have definite wants. I will now try to achieve / procure / fulfill those wants. I'm going to try, I'm going to do something. I'm going to do something now.

I have a goal. It's to get the Good Ending+.

//GIGANTIC WALL OF TEXT AHE... Oops, too late :D Me thinks me likes these kinds of posts. Me just too lazy to write them or too "busy".

I guess I'll try today...*

I sort of succeeded, I slept before 12 :D

...but not before 11 o.o Damn you Pokemon :))

Well back to this again.

Distractions. Well, distraction. Distracting myself from remaining focused on getting the schedule I want, like for college I mean. Hm... Pondering is hard.

I DON'T WANT TO DECIDE.

but i don't want to be stuck doing nothing...

I guess I have to decide... eventually. And well right now it's do something. It'll probably change sooner or later, or I assume that is, which might be why I'm a bad decision maker but hm... let's try to go with this.

It's time do something.

I am trying to be ambiguous again. And well I think you know what I'm stressed about or trying to look like I'm stressed about.

WHAT IS THE APPROACH TO THIS?!

IS THERE A RESET / LOAD BUTTON IN CASE I MESS UP?!

*ponders*

Back to School.

I'm starting my 2nd Semester tomorrow, well atleast, I'm enrolling for it tomorrow and I have some stuff to do like enlist in a class I didn't get through electronic enlistment. And at my school, well, they say you'll have a hard time because you'll have to line up and stuff. Hopefully my DS will keep me company tomorrow or actually, I hope I find my bloc(k)mates for company.

Hm... what else do I write about?

Well I went to my relatives today and it was alright. It's been more than a week since my great grandmother died, she was a hundred one by the way, and it was nice seeing my cousins and uncles and aunts. We ate some and then we played Monopoly deal and I won a small amount of prize money. Woopteedoo. I can't say I had fun but I can't say I didn't. Atleast I was able to spend my time not on my DS, you know, socializing and stuff ("Socializing").

Well as I said school starts tomorrow that means... well I dunno, less play time I guess. But yeah meeting new people and meeting up with people I already know, it'll be fun this semester. I'm excited I think, and I hope this excitement carries over to my future years in college, hopefully just 4 years at most :D

Id Ego Superego

I forgot which one was satisfied by dreams...
But yeah it probably doesn't matter :< I forgot that one recent dream I had :)) Just that maybe I'll remember some other time.

Hm... how'd it got again? Waking up. Staring at her eyes. Hm... Parent's walking in and out. Montage? o.o Does feel it's from a movie. Crossing a street. Dragging me across. Market shopping. Group picture?

I will be artistically challenged some other day. :D

On the list or off the list?

[Is it worth it?]

[Finding out I mean.]

[If I'm on the list.]

[List of...]

[Well I'd rather not say.]

[Just um...]

[A list...]

[The list...]

[Your list...]

[Am I?]

[Should I even ask?]

[Hm...]

Good Night!

The Elder Scrolls

So far, I've played Morrowind, Skyrim, and Oblivion, in that order. That's 3, 5, and 4, respectively by the way. I think I'm really into the Sneaky, Lockpicking, Pickpocketing, Blading / One-handedness, Marksmanshipping type. Except in Skyrim where I'm a Mage-Theif-Archer Hybrid thing. It's really fun, addicted to Oblivion right now because I can have it running somewhere near and I'm not going to read any FAQs as I did in Morrowind. It killed the experience for me to know what was this what was that, who was the best who was the worst, why this why not this, I'd rather find out by myself now. Although help like, oh should I steal this or not, like what I did in Skyrim is alright I think. As long as I don't try to become the BEST FREAKING CHARACTER WITH MORE THAN MAXIMUM STATS, because it's in trying to become the best that I get discouraged and stop trying. So I guess I'm content with myself right now and maybe I'll find a way how I can better myself. Maybe not be the best, maybe just better? I think better than myself is the best me I can be so yeah. Or should I strive to be the best? o.o Because it's really hard rolling stats and perfecting level-ups. Seriously. I think I should take what life gives me and make the best out of it, instead of going for the unreachable best and become one of the worst. Hm... sounds to me like giving up, or politics.

By politics I mean, everybody tries to become the president or some government official, but for what? To change the World? Ahahahaha. Everyone just hates you after anyway, well atleast that's how it's going right now. It kinda sucks. And well maybe this view on politics, well, you know, it kinda sucks too. Maybe that's why we're not getting the right people, it's because good people know that they'll become bad people if they go in to this. And well bad people, don't really have anything to lose. But good or bad is really subjective, and I know there is a grey area for this but hm... makes  you think.

Well whatever, I'll find something to do with my life. And in my Elder Scrolls' characters' lives. Just, hm... leave it to me :D

I'm tired...

But I'm here posting.

Just want to post something because today I had a lot of fun. Thank you college friends. More than just blockmates you're my friends now. Some closer than others, but yes friends.

Also, did I fail? o.o Then again I did choose, so obviously I must refuse.

Studying.

Shall be my whole life. No worries, I have plans to be a scholar anyway :D

Side Note

This might be why overnights are cool and creepy at the same time. You look really awesome at these hours which makes you more adorable. Crap o.o It makes you adorable... o.o what about during the day when things happen in the night and you're no longer adorable o.o


Seriously :)) Adorable? I need a better word

"DDD   EEE N          N I SSS
D     D E     NN       N I S
D     D EEE N   N    N I SSS
D     D E     N       N N I     S
DDD   EEE N          N I SSS"
^Wasted my time on this thought I should post it somewhere :))

You're really cute.

This is what happens when you're up this late o.o

YOU START THINKING THINGS :)) AND MIRRORS LIE TO YOU

Seriously o.o what makes YOU cute?! o.o

Stop it you narcissistic mage and go to sleep!

TREE TAG YOU'RE IT!

*dies*

The End :D

Dreamlets.

"
Text from Chloe: I miss you.
Ethan: What.
Ethan: Hey Rosa!
Rosa: What's up?
Ethan: What does it mean if a girl texts you "I miss you"?
Rosa: Hm... It means she misses you.
Ethan: In a friendly way, or in a more than friendly way?
Rosa: You're reading too much into this again.
Ethan: But don't people usually text "I miss you guys" for friendly I miss you's?
Rosa: Seriously, Ethan you're reading too much into this.
Ethan: You're probably right.
 .
 .
Ethan: (falls asleep)
 .
 .
 .
Ethan: (wakes up, checks phone) Hm... no new messages (falls asleep)
Ethan: (dreams)
 .
Ethan: (wakes up)... WAIT A SECOND!!! I've been dreaming?! So I haven't been waiting for a text...
Ethan: Screw you brain!
"

For Good.

So it's break time.

Time for various projects that I will procrastinate from doing!

Project Gaming PC

Project Driver's License

Project Guitar Lessons?

Project Room Cleaning Something <-I need a better name for this

Project Body Clock

Project Fit not Thin

Project RPG

Project Handheld

Project Japanese (or any other Language)

I have to do atleast one of these things :)) Wish me luck!

Sometimes I think to myself and say...

Dammit I'm an Asshole sometimes :))

But I'm nice elsewhere. But still :))

Hell Week.

Honestly I don't feel Hell Week coming, even in high school. But I feel its effects when it's time but it's only hell if you cram or if you didn't cram before hell week. This one feels light though... 4 exams, 1 paper (maybe 2 or 3 actually) in a span of 3 days but that's it. I kinda miss high school with our 2 day exams and 1 week due projects because I like being online talking to people and they're usually more online, though probably should not be bothered, during hell week.

But seriously, why does it become a hell week when teachers make the deadline on finals week yet announced it at least 3 weeks before? I guess for me it's the, "I have something to do now, maybe later I won't have something to do." But isn't this supposed to be something to do and even if we let it be for tomorrow me to do, it'll still be something to do?

I think I'm confused again. Someone should really stop me from over-thinking and procrastinating. But I find my confusing rants to be confusingly funny (?[if there were such a statement that was as confusingly funny or as funnily confusing as this]) Seriously, I should stop that.

Well, I'll be waiting for that someone...

Wait... what? So from a rant about hell week I turned this post into a post about finding that someone... Nice one, good work Mr. Segue.

Well I should probably sleep now, it's probably just the sleep talking (or is it?! [IS IT?! *dundundun* {Seriously... IS IT?!}])

Will wait for you, and will procrastinate until then... Or will procrastinate until tomorrow morning. Yeah maybe tomorrow morning is better. Good night, good luck, have fun.

I wanna be the guy.

and...

I want my own Mew :))

Secretly...

I have secrets which are secret to those who know my secrets.

Also to quote a friend,
"It's a skill."
-A friend of mine. Topic: Prostitution Legalization :))

Final Lap.

Maybe the final sprint to the finish line. But it's still pretty far, better conserve my energy... but give it my all the whole time.

I really want to go... Next time, I think, for sure.

Regardless of what I'm missing... This will be a fun lap!


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Captain's Log
Day 2 00:17:
No sign of privateers. Waters are calming and the storm's a dissipating. Yarrr. We best be ready for anything they throw at us.

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They sunk our Bay!

Captain's Log
Day 1 00:30:
No sign of privateers. They're readying fer us. We're readying fer dem.

It's when I think of you...

Procrastination at its finest.

It's almost hell week and I'm not panicking at all.

Well, I'm probably panicking inside, especially after finding out about my 4th Math LT Score  (I am dissapoint in myself). But I'm not here to talk about that Math LT (*still can't get over*), I'm here to talk about, well... I don't know really.

I just feel like I'm procrastinating by doing other stuff.

Yeah found something else to do... took me like 30 minutes to finish the previous sentence. Magic is fun :D

EDIT: I think I'm just lonely :)) Seriously. I need someone to talk to. I know I have people to talk to but I'm not sure what to talk about so I'm looking for new people to talk to. I am a bad friend :)) Don't judge me :D Hm... And I think I know what I think I need but probably shouldn't need.

How does one brush their hair?!

The Walking Dead Game is cool, you guys should try it. I really like the point-and-click adventure, horror-action mix of it. And the gameplay is story based!

Yeah, that's right! I finally got to play a non-Facebook Game! Hurrah for me! Seriously though, this my latest console game since 2,  3, 4? weeks ago. The last one was Unchained Blades, First Person Dungeon Crawler. Alright overall probably needs better characters. Then again, I'm only on the 2nd chapter because the 1st chapter took me like forever! (Actually just 12hours then I'm already 2hours in the 2nd chapter.)

TapSonic and Fruit Ninja, yeah their games too but their on those tablet thingies. They're ruining the gaming industry, well more like competing with console gaming, but they're getting stronger and stronger everyday.

So Facebook Games. Yeah, got hooked to one which involved waiting hours and  hours for hours and hours of fun. I'm glad I tried to play, and succeeded in playing, The Walking Dead. Thank you Dad's laptop for working. Netbook is really out of date, I want a new one, but Netbook will always have special place in my heart.

And I think that's the end of this post.
No, really. It's the end.
The End.
See? Told you it was the The End.
Sincerely,
Me, the Author of this post
So yeah go, now! Stop wasting your minutes reading this part of the post because it's over.
OR IS IT?!
Yes, yes it is :D

Poster Paint.

Wasted an afternoon because I forgot I didn't know how to paint.
Been awhile since I've been unproductive AND unfulfilled.

Change of Medium Time!

Parties. Parties Everywhere.

-Happy Birthday :))

College is definitely different from High School. More Freedom, more Independence, more Responsibility, more Time Management.

I miss my PSP dearly, it's so close yet so far... It's in the next room, yet I can't play on it because of so many things to do.

I don't miss my friends dearly... because I see them so often and have contact with them often.

I have forgotten how to post stuff. College will be one hell of a ride.

And that my friends is the story of why I'm hopeless...

I'll be more than this someday soon.

Bad day.

Been having a bad day today yet I don't seem to mind.

Fell asleep in two of my three classes today. Didn't win a single game of Magic I played today. Pain from braces adjustment. Got wet by the rain, which stopped when I got home. But I didn't mind. Not today. I don't know why.

It's not over yet I suppose :D

It hurts.

It's really difficult to adjust to something new...

Sometimes it just hurts a lot...

But you'll just have to grin a bear it.

~Braces

"Confidence is Key."

-Willy Wonka

(I think)

Some people are loud because they want someone to listen to them...

Crap.

Some are quiet because they don't want to make the first move...

Crap.

Some are... Screw This :)) I don't wanna be creative right now!

Tuesdays...

So, it's Sunday... And next to Tuesdays, maybe, it's my least favorite day. I don't like Sundays because they don't start up like any other day, and so they don't play out as other days too. Weekdays, start with waking up early for school, and end with going to sleep after doing / not doing homework. Except Fridays, which end with activity planning for Saturday or Late-night / Early-morning Gaming (rather, Night->Morning Gaming) like Saturday nights. Saturday mornings are usually the same as other Saturday mornings, but Sundays... Sundays are different. Sometimes you don't wake up on Sundays. Sometimes you're still awake and then oh yeah, it's too late / early to sleep now, so it's just Sunday out of nowhere. Unlike Friday nights which go like, "oh no, it's almost 5am, I should sleep...". Wakes up 12nn, it's now Saturday. Saturday nights just go like, "oh look, it's Sunday... ahahahahahahahahaha". Goes to sleep at 12nn, wakes up it's now 6pm, doesn't feel like a day has passed, so groggy and stuff like that.

So yeah the lack of normality maybe, or a rough guideline / schedule could be why I don't like particularly like Sundays. But then, I change what I'm currently into like really fast. Maybe one night, I could be into some RPG, another I could be into chatting. Then the next few hours, I'm into flash games again. Or back to that RPG, then to a different RPG. Or maybe chatting to an RPG. I don't really know... but yeah it's the I don't know what I'm going to do next thing that makes me think, why don't I like Sundays if that's what it's all about. Everything is still variable. Just realized something didn't connect there. Yeah, from my mind to this post, the connection was lost I suppose. But still, Sundays... Why?

Oh yeah, Tuesdays. Yeah... I "don't like" Tuesdays :D

Busy.

No time to rant about wanting an Ipad / Iphone / Itouch just for the new TWEWY.

No time to play Fate Stay Night or even find out if it works.

No time to start a twitter account.

No time, like right now.

Love Never Dies.

Okay, when and why the hell did I visit letterstorcrushes.com?! o.o

I'm here for you.

Here to lend a hand.
Here to loan a buck.

There to cheer you up.
There to make you laugh.

There to lend a shoulder.
There to lend an ear.

Here to just be here.
Here to just be there.

There to just be there.

There to be a friend.

I'll pretend that I'm missing, those lips I am kissing...

Remember I'll always be true~

What if I get a Twitter Account?

I'm fond of short-ish posts and I really a blog is for long-ish posts, which I do have but I don't frequent anymore. I think it's because I start one then my attention is directed to something else. Or if I have something I need to do and I try to distract myself from it, I procrastinate by writing a long-ish blog post. It's weird that way. The things you need to do now you'd rather do later. Then later when you're free to do them now you'd rather do something else. And sometimes I lose my train of thought and use that as an excuse to continue writing the post.

But really... Should I?

Strum, strum, strum...

the night away~

Epic.

There was this guy, his name was Hero. He was walking through the woods looking for adventures. He wanted to be exactly as his name implies, a Hero. So he's walking and walking, and thinking, and thinking. "I hope there's like a giant who's trying to eat up a princess or something then maybe I can go and save her." While he's thinking that, conveniently, there's a giant you know trying to eat a princess up. So he thinks to himself, "here's my chance... wait but what if I get eaten by the giant when I save the princess?" Then at that moment the Giant swallows the princess up whole. "Well, S***. I can't really help her now can I" Hero thinks to himself, so he walks into the woods some more. So he's walking and walking, and thinking, and thinking."I hope there's like a giant who's trying to eat up a princess or something then maybe I can go and try to save her and not get eaten in the process" And conveniently, there's a different giant trying to eat a different princess. "I should probably try to save her now. Hm... what's my battle strategy? Do I use my sword or my boomerang? Or maybe I should use arrows, or bombs, or arrow-bombs?" And at that moment the second Giant dropped the second princess into his mouth and well you know Hero was all, "Well S***." So he starts to walk away from the second crime scene just as he did the first time around. So he's walking and walking, and thinking, and thinking."I hope there's like a giant who's trying to eat up a princess or something then maybe I can go decide what I want to do immediately and try to save her and not get eaten in the process." And yet again, conveniently, or maybe you know it hasn't been convenient for the Hero, maybe just for us, the storyteller and the story readers, there's a something! So Hero thinks of what he should do, and what weapon he should use, and then he goes and tries to be the Hero. So he brings out a rose and goes up to the princess and says "Hi there." And the princess who's actually the first giant, who looked like a princess because he gobbled up the first princess, proceeds to turn back into a giant and eats Hero in a span of around 3 seconds.

So the moral of this story? I have no idea really, it just seemed nice to create some fiction up on the spot. Yes, this is NOT a true story. Thanks for reading.
Thinking about it... I think I should've added more journey and a journey back... this probably just counts as a short story and not at all an epic, but whatever.

That's right. The stars. Can't do it.

I think that I've thought I've found the girl I want to spend forever with, but I'm expecting something that's not her. Hm... it's like... I've found the perfect girl but I want her to do something completely not her, which is why I'm still stuck like this and barely "trying" to woo her. Basically, she's nice, she's intelligent, she's fun to talk to, she's beautiful(!), she can sing even... it's just...

I want her to make the first move. I find it hard to admit because I personally think that's stupid. I'm kinda old-fashioned and stuff, so I believe in the guys first move kind of thing... but deep down I want the girl to make the first move. It's killing me, because I know she'll never, and I know I don't want to try because there's still the possibility of hurt. But what is love, without the risk right? So maybe someday. I hope someday soon even. Maybe someone will just slap some sense into me or maybe like infuse some temporary courage into me, so I can finally tell you...

I want you with me forever.

Call me old fashioned but...

I'm not going to have sex until I find the girl I'm marrying, I marry her, get on my honeymoon then that's when I'll have sex. Because I know that it's something special, you know? Something that should be saved for Someone special. I wouldn't mind if she didn't save hers for me, but I would have. Alright, I am saving my virginity.

So I don't really get why this bill is supposed to get passed! Because it'll stop underage sex? What about abstinence, huh? Well some might be curious so we'll teach them how to do it "safely"! Why not teach them not to do it? Isn't prevention easier than cure? Well, just in case they can't stop their hormones we'll teach ... WTH?! WHY ARE YOU TEACHING HORMONAL TEENAGERS HOW TO HAVE SEX?! AREN'T THEIR PARENTS SUPPOSED TO BE DOING THAT? The parents aren't doing it, so someone has to. Also, we want the parents to have sex without creating any more children that will be a burden to them. Wait, what is the point of sex? What's another word for it? Reproduction? So you want to get the pleasure from sex but not the responsibility? Huh? Well do you? Look, we're just showing them other ways to have sex. So it's not like you're dictating what they should do? Right? I mean let's show them a bunch of demographics and then tell them, hey people, there are too many of us! Let's not make more alright? Here we'll show you how! Really? Do you, all of you, want YOUR grade 5 daughters to learn about sex? Grade 5? Well, do you? Hey! that's sexism! What about the sons of the people? See, this bill can stop sexism! WTF?! NO IT CAN'T! AND IT DOESN'T EVEN SAY THAT IN THE BILL! YES, IT DOES! RIGHT here... in this... No, just no. This bill doesn't advocate Gender Equality, it's simply using it as a basis for this bill. We already have a bill for women that says that all genders should be equal. If you're supporting this bill because it's Pro Women then please leave, thank you. Hey this bill is totally Pro Women! Wait, really?! OMG! That's like so good for us Male Population then, right? Because it's Pro Women, it's Pro Gender Equality! Wait... what? Go women so that means go everybody? My Gosh! That's Sexism! Well you know this bill is actually about reproductive health. Yeah, it'll help women that have post abortion problems... Wait, what? What about men with post abortion problems? Men don't have any post ab... So this bill is just about women then, and THEIR problems? Look here, the fact that you're telling people there will be support for those who want to abort their babies, is just like saying, go ahead go abort that thing inside of you! If something happens to you, the government will do something about it anyway!

And about things I'm less sure about, do they always have that clause at the end? If another bill is conflicting with this bill, we'll make amends. Do they show / tell people that something has been amended or changed? I mean what if suddenly, oh come on now, let's make up this rule where everybody who doesn't believe in this go to jail, because you know something's conflicting with the other bill. Wait what? Yes, you heard me right. There was actually that part in the previous version, and there probably still is in that newer version, because you know, THIS IS CONGRESS!

So here's my take on the thing. You might say it's wrong, and I'll probably tell you to tell me your side, and I'll tell YOU that's wrong, and it'll go in an endless cycle, and possibly break our friendship. What I'm saying is that maybe we should talk about it maybe once, at most twice, if you want to that is, then forget about it? Just respect each others opinion and move on with our life (This sounds really hypocritical of me especially because my previous two paragraphs are about me rubbing it in someone's face on how their wrong.) So yeah, sorry in advance? I hope that everybody who has a say in this, reads the whole thing instead of just going on with what everybody else is saying. I'll admit I was biased reading the thing, always looking for flaws in the bill, and who's to say what I read is the most updated version? But I do believe everybody should read this and all the other bills that it's connected with and maybe then we'll all be able to build something up where everybody can be mostly happy.

If you still haven't guessed, I SAY NAY! Because it goes against my belief of: no premarital sex, and contraception. And because it's biased to women. But that last "reason" is for a different time...

This should never have seen the light of day because you know, it's very trending... and I don't like being too mainstream.

(Pardon my laziness to paragraph form each dialogue or to identify which is which, I hope I got my message through though.)

Hey Jude

Don't be afraid, take a sad song and make it better~

Apparently I was busy this weekend. Maybe next week?

And yes, that's one of the funnest phases.

Love is a Choice.

Weird thing to think about on a stormy, rainy, Saturday morning... wait, the rain stopped and it's afternoon but whatever. I don't think I'll be able to read all the way to the end, I've already reached my point of saturation; LDMU is kicking-in. But the way you write, it's just so new? so creative? so... inspiring? I just wanna say I'm jealous, that you can write so well, and that you can write so often. I have to be in a bad mood just to write mediocrity. I've also noticed I've only ever wrote about myself, which is alright for me but as another friend had pointed out, sometimes I forget to make sense.

And now I've lost the will to write something awesome. Damn industrial sized stapler.

Back to the topic at hand, or rather to use it as a segway to my next point, I want to try to write fiction. And most likely it will be on a different place than here. I have a few ideas already, and well, you'll probably have to stalk me to find out where it will be.

I hope this won't be my last post on this. The end deserves a better beginning, middle, and end.

Wanna go out sometime?

One day...

Soon...

but first...


Braces.

So... you're asking for something not so not relatable?

I think I confused myself...

Because I cannot think of a long post today I will just have to do my normal thing... Confuse you by confusing myself with things I will not remember in the following days because I will have been trying to do that while I am typing that out, in the end confusing no one but myself and everybody else...

Just, um, Thank you. Thanks for the wonderful day. It didn't seem extraordinary and might have been infact extraordinarily normal, but still thank you. I think I like things this way. Life is good as it is. Life is fun. Life is nice.

Makes me think though... Some days ago I saw a post talking about contentment. Are we really happy with what life gives us? Is it like take everything life gives us, make something of it and be happy? I don't think I've made something of my life yet, and I'm happy somehow. But isn't happiness an emotion? Don't emotions pass? Am I really just content with what I have or is it because I don't know there's something more for me and I'm alive and alright so I don't really strive for something better? Should we be content or should we strive? Should we be content in striving for something better or should be content when we've gotten what we worked for? Is there something more than that? and so on...

This looks like an emo post to me, but I think that I'm thinking. It's for me to think of my life at the moment and see what I can do to make it more than my life now. Or is it for me to think that my life is perfect and I should be happy that I got this far and have what I have?

What if you had to risk what you already had just to have a chance at something better? No guarantees you'll get something better, but it guarantees you'll lose what you already have. Maybe it's contentment that keeps us from moving forward. Maybe it's the risk of losing that keeps us from moving forward. Maybe it's the fear of the unknown that keeps us from moving forward.

And I now don't know how to end this thing. If you went into my brain this might be what it would feel like. One thought to another connected by just a thread, barely even counts as a connection. Trees to bees, to birds and back to bees. I don't know anymore. I think I do need something sad or something angry to post about. I'm just happy right now, alright? Bare with me. If you're still reading this I commend you. Me: I commend you. Or something. That wasn't funny at all.

Maybe I'll be gone soon. Maybe you should check my older post titles. Maybe it has something to do with the bathroom. and maybe I'm not forever

I wish I saved that Replay.

But I don't care about you. We will never cross paths ever. Because I will avoid you. And because even if we do... you'll have to respect me.

Mineski Infinity!

Feels good to run with the wind again. Maybe next time we'll Release the Swarm, or the Spirits.

It's not even funny anymore.

You know that feeling when you're only trying to move on. But you really want to fail at it but then you succeed? It's a bittersweet feeling.

Open to Options.

I feel like a dude.

I want to be a hero.

Yeah, I'm over it.

I think I have been for awhile now. I really should've done something more stupid though. There probably isn't going to be another chance but I don't mind. Gotta keep moving, gotta keep running. Not running away though. Maybe... Running towards a new goal.

I will find a cupcake that is right for me.

Also some of my posts don't make sense anymore. Am I getting more distracted / having more things to think about that I actually forget what I've posted about?

But still, I'm over it. Still wouldn't mind if whatever happens.

So much regret.

Grr...

I really shouldn't have done that. Like so many things in life that I shouldn't have done, but I did anyway.

Oh screen protector of my DS :< I should not have peeled you!

I'm oh so sorry! SO MUCH REGRET.

I'll get over it but still... No, Lost in Blue for a while... No TWEWY, No Trauma Center, No Professor Layton even? Curses.

CRAMMER VS. CRAMMER

TAKE THAT ART TEACHER. I'M IN MY OWN MOVIE!

HYPOCRITES! HYPOCRITES EVERYWHERE!

There's something new...

I'd like to give it a try.

College Freshman Week 3 Day 3. Seems alright. That word is back though...


Paasa.

Don't let blogging die!

Take the Risk.

they said...
You'll still be friends after they said.

I really don't know what side I'm on on this take the risk thing. Is it worth it? Will the positive outweigh the negative? Is it more likely to get a positive than a negative? Hell! Can you even get a positive?

I guess I don't wanna decide anymore. Or maybe I can decide, just someone else take the blame / responsibility if I'm wrong.

That aside... maybe I have what it takes. Maybe, if I tried. I haven't in a while now. It's a new beginning anyway, why not? Also this paragraph has no connection what so ever with the previous ones. I think I'm ready. I think I can face the responsibility now.

Rereading this whole thing, I think I may have said too much. But then it's not what you think, alright? I'm pretty much alive and well and not in chains. I'm pretty free here it's just that I remembered something. And well... OH NEVERMIND.

Someone Introduce me to someone.

Because I sure as hell know how to pick them.

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Dang it!

Or so I think.

Damn These Contemplatative Shower Heads.

"My biggest regret could possibly be, never being able to hold her hand and have my lips feel her kiss."

Welcome to the Truman Show.

With this post I declare my own selfishness. I am self-centered, and this Life is all about me. Welcome to MY World :D

Go Ahead declare this to be your world, I wouldn't mind. Because I know deep inside, I'm destined to do something for MY world. Yeah. Watch me... This is a show I believe.

But since I'm fond of trying (and failing miserably) to uplift others, think of this as your world too so that we'll HAVE to do something for our own worlds, which is just one world thereby making the whole world a better place... One person at a time... Starting with ourselves.

So here's to being self-centered. So here's to being stuck in our own worlds. Here's to making the world a better place. Cheers!

(Also, Damn you and your posts. Damn you!)

Feeling better.

Soon is soon if you want it to be soon.

Bad thing? Good post?

I'm here to disprove said title. But seriously... Next time, please be there! PLEASE! Just just don't make me hope. It's easy! All you have to do is text or IM me or hell, PM me! Just please next time?

It was an amazing day. I can't believe so much could happen in a day. Well I could, but these string of events... Good memories I think.

And then... to quote a movie...

"BOOM!"

 A sudden realization. There is no point... because I'm not willing to risk everything. A friendship... I'm willing to risk... Friendships... Goshdarnit! SUNK MY BATTLESHIP!

GRARARARARARARARARARARARARARARARA

But it's fine... It's gonna be fine. Soon... but not now.

I hope you never see this thing. I hope you never see this thing. I have a feeling it doesn't even matter... and I'm not important enough for you to see this. EVER.

"Boom..."

This is as far as it goes.

It's pretty damn far.

You know where to look for me.

HARPIES!

Try out the 60 floor dungeon they said. It can be beaten they said.

Well it probably could be, I just really wasn't ready yet. But seriously, these Dungeon games where when you die all your items and money would be lost on the 60th floor where you were OHKO'd by a floating cloud dude, which wasn't even the boss character, even if you had over 3000hp! It sucks...

But then I guess it was all good. Gained like 60levels I think which brought me to around 840 overall level. Still pretty low compared to real grinders but it's an achievement I think.

I don't think I wanna explain the concept of the game I'm talking about because I honestly don't get it myself, just that it's a random generated dungeon crawler with a Nippon Ichi Storyline. Dood! It's engaging enough to keep me playing.

A big baddy Darkdeath Evilman (yes that's the dude's name, pretty fitting coz he looks pretty evil) is trying to take over / destroy the Earth. Trying to stop him are the Super Baby, a yes, you guessed it, a baby with super powers, and the main hero, Absolute Victory Unlosing Ranger! On his way over, the Unlosing Ranger gets run over by a car though (not all super heroes are invincible) so he passes on his belt, which contains the Unlosing Ranger Powers, to a generic bystander, who doesn't talk. By now you should have guessed that's you he gave the powers to, the silent protagonist. So you try to fight Darkdeath Evilman, but since you ARE a newbie, he hits you a few times then you go flying out in to outer space. Conveniently though, there's actually a Hero Training Center, in the middle of Space,  and you land there, where you go into dungeons so you can get stronger. In the dungeons, of Bizzaro Earth, which is supposedly connected to our Earth, you undergo missions to save or inspire people of Bizzaro Earth to save or inspire their counterparts on Earth. That's how it usually goes, then after the dungeon, you try to go back to Earth to try and defeat Darkdeath Evilman, as a "Stronger Hero" but end up getting tossed back to the Training Center.

Sorry for the spoilers, but that's basically the plot of it without the ending or most of the details. It's Nippon Ichi game, and it features Prinnies! You can expect it to be a funny enough game. It's got a pretty cool level and stat system too. I don't like rating stuff because I know I'm pretty biased all the time, but I recommend it for the story and the game mechanics. Go try it out on the Sony PSP!

Z.H.P Unlosing Ranger vs. Darkdeath Evilman.

"Absolute Victory Unlosing Ranger used a Super Power.
Absoulte Victory Unleashed the Power of Love!"

I will never find someone like me.

Which is good! I don't think I will find that one person to talk to about everything. EVERYTHING.

Well atleast, I haven't found one yet. Not yet, perhaps. Maybe.

But I guess I don't I need one. I trust a lot of people and each one has a special place in my heart. (Dunno why I'm posting this kind of post)

Just... yeah. Someday, maybe. I'll find someone.

Is this a Nom?

Maybe I want a cat. Cat's are fun to be with. I want a trained one though. So let me go to your house if you have a cat who's "trained", because you never can really train cats.

Now not talking about Cats... 1,2,3,4 now I think. Hm... Someone stab me! Haha. No, seriously. Like not literally stab me, just wake me up. Get me back into it. Or something.

This is normal right?

I might want to invest into something to. Invest my money, and my time.

I almost turned into somebody like that.

I do not regret my decision. It was a great one. I met many new people. I felt happy. I grew. I grew up. I am still happy. I'm still growing.

I like you guys, but I not like you, guys.

You're just somebody that I used to know.

This hits me both ways I think. Owch. Now I'm feeling all mainstream. Weird.

Friends are people you know.
Some friends are just somebodies that you used to know.

Here's to hoping it won't happen to us!

Paranoia.

It just hit me right now. I don't have a chance. Dang.

This sucks.

Walk on... Run away.

One day.

I've been posting a lot and well I've also been rereading my previous posts...

I like them! I think I might make tags for everything so I know where to look when I'm looking for something.

Also, I might have found out who S is. Coolio-ness.

Yohoho! A pirate's life for me!

Some people are special.

To me they're more special than others. I hope they don't notice. Or maybe. I hope they notice. I hope they notice even if I'm not treating them any special-er than the others. Maybe then I'd think I was special to them. Maybe.

I can't believe I said those things. I'm a crazy person. Haha. Maybe, I'll do it again sometime. Yeah. I'll find someone that I'll be crazy to... be crazy about?

You. Yeah. Just You. You're nice. I like you. Thanks for being my friend.

11:11

This might definitely be a giveaway and too soon to say.

The Game!

Paasa.

Pardon my use of that Filipino word in this otherwise English Speaking Blog, it's just that I have yet to encounter a word (there probably is, but I refuse to use it) that directly means it.

To explain Paasa is something that made you hope, in the context of this blog, it's someone who made you hope...

And it could be about anything. They could've made you hope, that there could be something more, but no! BOOM! FRIENDZONE...

But that's what this post is all about... They did make me hope, I thought there was nothing more, but no! BOOM! Missing Episodes! I'm saddened that I don't have all the episodes to Fate Stay / Night. And well it's because they had forgotten to lend me the other DVD. Probably not their fault seeing as their pretty forgetful at times... or a lot of times. But hey, friends are friends, gotta love them no matter who they are.

And Contrary to Popular belief  (and my belief), GoSick was NOT the first anime I finished watching. Rather It wasn't the first season of an anime I watched from beginning to end. I had finished Hayate no Gotoku (Hayate the Combat Butler) Season 1 first. I wasn't able to finish Season 2 though. The next Anime I finished was GoSick, last year. And I finished Elfen Lied, last month.

Either way you look at it... Paasa siya (She made me hope.)

Every post seems to be about me...

but I barely rant o.o STOP READING MY MIND. Or someone else is thinking like me. Or I'm thinking like them. Don't make me regret myself :))

Boring Saturday Night.

I have three posts that have boring in the title... crap.

Maybe I'm just too used to routine that I want to get out of it, but I actually want to get back into routine when I'm out of it. Weird...

Well, I just turned my computer on and waited for something to do but apparently there's nothing? I guess that's what happens when you've been too busy that when you're not busy you think you're bored.

Now I want to talk about my feelings... :))
Weird? Verily. I really don't talk about it because I really like sarcasm. I don't get the connection either but um... yeah. Look, I just feel really curious about what other people think about my feelings. I wanna talk about something in the past that should probably stay in the past but I guess I really haven't conquered it but (hooray, I spelled conquered right :D) it's in the past already. Except I didn't get a chance to reflect and finally end it all. It's always just, random mention here... Okay let's not talk about the other parts. Crap. No more talking about it anymore. I wanted to learn more stuff, but no. Sorry end of questioning.

So if you know me please ask questions or else I'll probably answer with lol and then afterwards I would think, I don't really know who I am, then I get really emo and have low self-esteem. But I get over it because it happens often. IT HAPPENS OFTEN. I'm forced to think about what I should do next or a fantasy sequence in my head but never what I truly am because I don't really know myself. So ask questions so that I can think of an answer and possibly answer my own questions, or question it myself then figure out an answer.

Wow, not a long post since... ever :)) I don't really know why, guess I just found out that even endless scrolling ends. It probably doesn't matter though because I could just easily find another supposedly endless scrolling and start until I get to the end... Maybe I should start a tumblr or maybe read a manga. Meh, whatever. I think I'll look for a game I'm interested to play now, maybe a Sand-box game? Ha! Just kidding... I don't think a sand-box game is good for me right now... because I know they don't have "an ending" like the point at which the game tells you, "Hey, good job! All the levels you grinded just to beat that final final bonus boss are now worthless because you just finished the game and there really is nothing after." Yes... it's true, sand-box games don't have endings... so why bother playing them if there's nothing waiting for you? Sure it's fun while it lasts then it gets repetitive, then well you don't bother playing because there's no ending.

What about games with endings? Well they're fun because "Gosh I want to keep playing so I can find out the next part in the story" ... "but I know I can't until I grind more!" That's when I start to quit. The game just forces you to grind and then boom! I don't finish the game because I know that I have to do that final grinding which is the longest and most tiresome repetitive thing you could possibly do. Yes, Persona 3 I'm talking to you. I haven't finished it because I wouldn't be able to take on the last boss with getting to my highest levels, or so I think. But because I want to finish with all my levels maxed, I have to grind. But quarter way through grinding for the last boss, I decided I didn't want to grind anymore so I stopped. Same with the Patapon games. I stopped because I wanted to grind some more before some boss, but then I got tired with grinding.

I'm so hard to please. Maybe it's why I'm into demanding people? Maybe? I don't know. I haven't been able to make sure because I haven't talked about my feelings.

But yeah, it's all about me. Just me and my adventures through the world. Sure you have your own adventures in your own world, well technically we live in the same world, but whatever.

Maybe life's just a big MMORPG... but instead of picking a starting point and starting there, we're forced into a random starting point where our gold is random, our location is random, the skills available to us are random, we start with completely random stats, and there is no other player in the game that can be the same as us. Or maybe just in the server. Yes, I believe in parallel universes (yes, universes). There must be some other me in some other server (a parallel universe) that started out the same as me but somehow decided to take a different path. Yes I'm talking about maybe becoming a Warrior or a Thief instead of a Black Mage. Or maybe he decided to be named differently ending up with Black Mage L or something. But yeah, I guess we won't know until we travel to the other servers, which maybe the Developer doesn't allow. (If life is a game, yes there is only one "Developer")

So yeah huge ass post ahahaha and if someone still reads this blog then I commend them for waiting for a huge ass post like this and well thanks for reading. If you skipped to the last paragraph I can summarize the whole post.

Games are cool.
I want to play a game.
Reasons why I stop playing a game.
Life might be a game.
Not My Feelings. (So technically I talked about my feelings about certain things, but not some particular thing I'm still to embarrassed to post about and name drop. So yeah!)

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This post was about to be about something but I forgot... Dated May 18, 2012

I'd like to party.

Video Card.

I still wouldn't want any other netbook!

Expiry in 72 Hours.

Switching games for now, I'm going to quit Terraria for a while. I think I can finally be free of this and of something else. Thank you Ancients :)) Or rather Defender of Ancients.

May.

Yes, there IS hope. I think. I dunno. I hope. See? There it was. Here it is again. Hope.

I really don't know what to think anymore, but I know what I'm hoping for. Maybe wishes at 11:11 don't come true. Maybe 100 yellow cars or 100 airplanes caught won't grant me something. Maybe 1000 cranes aren't enough. But I know that hope is enough... because there is a God out there who listens to my prayers. He hears me hoping.

Maybe it's not for me. Maybe all the effort is futile. I don't mind... It's been a great experience this life. But even if it doesn't work out, I won't let that bring me down. I'm not gonna give up just because it didn't work. I will have learned something new and hopefully be able to apply it to a next time. So Life bring me what you want.

I still don't know...

But I'm still hoping.

I don't post...

Coz I don't want to post something that's blank.






Yeah!

Still hoping...

Still smiling!

And I thought boredom was boring.

Wing Man.

Thank you!

Although we haven't done any thing wingman-ish :)) Or maybe just you to me? Coz I've been a semi-bad one :-bd

Nevertheless... THANK YOU FOR YOUR GENIUS IDEA!

It's a bit too boring for anything to be going on.

Played L4D2 today whee~

End of Post.
(ahihihi)

I am a bit Learn-ed

I have found a master and I am Learn-ing. This'll be a continuous thing I'm thinking of moving blogs... It sounds cool eh.

I got distracted :))

Happy April Fools!

So I'm late a day what of it huh?

Thank you Charm :D

I have too much time on my hands?

I've been posting during consecutive days. Wow. I guess I've been busy? Or rather not been busy?

I know in my heart that I won't again. Not with the same circumstances.

Tomorrow shall be a good time. Have fun all.

I must finish. Good luck.

"May the odds be ever in your favor"

I never thought I'd properly quote something... Damn you Hunger Games. Hehe.

I wonder if you'll get the meaning to this.

This meaning that.

Yeah that, whatever that is.

I'm trying to be ambiguous here so yeah.

Yeah.

This won't be the last time.

It IS a Skill

I got better at it?

Thanks to all of were part of the learning process even though you don't know that you were part of it / what exactly I was practicing. Thanks for not unfriending me in FB or RL :-bd

***** lvl up :>

Whee~

Do you notice?

Why am I so affected?

Third post.

It felt weird reminiscing that. It's been a year since this blog started. Wow. Atleast I did a better job asking this year. I still got a no and this year I didn't have a date. But I don't mind. I'm friends with her now. And with a lot of new people even. I really like my life. I hope it never ends. I hope I get to live my life how I like it.

But for now Good Night.

See you tomorrow.

(I just realized how every other post of mine is tagged... yeah. If you know / figure it out, good work. This is awkward)

The feeling of being alone.

It isn't fun but it isn't boring.

It doesn't hurt but it doesn't give pleasure.

It's not the worst feeling but it's not the best.


It is just a feeling.



Not sure why I'm so affected, is this jealousy perhaps?
Although I think it is too strong a word.
Atleast now... I see I am not alone or maybe I am beginning to be alone again.
I miss... the feeling (not the feeling of being alone).
I want it?
I miss it.

I want something new.

Forward O -> X, [ ]  -> <|, Backward Down <| -> <|, Backward Down O -> [ ]

A graph.

If and when I find time to draw it up I'll post it here.

What it is... well it'll be a graph.
Of what... well it'll be about something "The Sims" keeps track of.
Think... Daily and Lifetime bar. That should be enough. I'll graph each up and down at specific dates I think.


If and When I find the time / drive to do so.

Wait... What did I wish for exactly?

I can think of Three.

Y
E
L

-L      OW
I hope that no one will... yeah.

A friendly suggestion.

Suggested by me and a friend.

"Hi. Did you know that I'm extremely attracted to you? I'm quite interested actually."
"And I was wondering... Do you want me to be interested, in you that is?"
"Just tell me now if you don't so I won't..."





"Hope."

If Yes:
*bring out flowers*
"Hey."

If No:
*walk away holding the flowers behind you*
*other people walk away too as if you planned everybody to be there*
     If she tries to call your name:
     *keep walking away and give her the bad sign*

Lahat kayo... Paasa. Lahat tayo... Umaasa. Lahat tayo... Paasa pala...

Infatuation.

All of it. All of them. All of this.

Damn.

Pack.

Copy Paste from some blog :D

(03.15) 1-1st year section
(03.16) 2-2nd year section
(03.17) 3-3rd year section
(03.18) 4-4th year section
(03.19) 5-friends
(03.20) 6-Imba teacher
(03.21) 7-imba adviser
(03.22) 8-favorite subject
(03.23) 9-favorite section
(03.24) 10-prom
(03.25) 11-University entrance exam & career choices
(03.26) 12-kalokohan in pisay
(03.27) 13-memories in general
(03.28) 14-Entering Pisay
(03.29) 15-graduation
(03.30) 16-upcoming university life
(03.31) 17-grad bal

Money.

Please.

Maybe it's true?

Parents. Grrr. I must grow up to be as troll as you guys.

Excuses.

For it to be both parties must be more than alright. But if the reason is to help the other (has to be both parties helping the other) then it is alright to not be more than alright.

I'm not sure who is alright anymore. I think one is and the other is not. Or maybe both aren't. Either way it still depends on the other. It always depends on the other. Except last time, it depended on one. And well, I saw how that turned out.

It's different I think. It's always gonna be different. I hope it'll be different.

Although time is definitely a factor.

I think I can be more than a member.

Maybe I just need a push and the security I won't be challenged.

I think I can handle a group and keep everybody happy. It's what makes me think I'm a Two or Three wing Two.

Or I may just be a Six; I really don't know.

I want more hanging out time, hopefully next time there will be a lot.

I am hoping that there is next week but I hope that there isn't but until then I think I can't go anyway.

I want to go, I really want / wanted to but I guess I have to decide / have decided.

Spy against Spy. It's different though. I think... it's almost summer.

"I wanna be the very best, like no one ever was..."

I hope too much.

I don't mind. It's fun :))

Six wing 7

Three wing 2

Nine wing less

I dunno anymore :))

Black or White?

Being a Black Mage and all that does that mean that I can only do imba damage spells red mages don't have? I suppose there are black magicks that don't do damage, haste comes to mind. But haste on self? To do what? To cast more spells? To do more damage? Does this mean I cannot help others? I can only "help others" by destroying the problem? I don't really know. I've never tried to magick something up. Maybe I should try, maybe I should find out if I'm really a black mage or white mage in a black cloak. Or maybe... I'm a thief pretending to be a mage. Or a traveler in a robe. Or perhaps I'm a guy with a dagger just waiting for the right time.

I don't know if I want to be a black mage anymore or what made me one in the first place. I want to discover my place in life and perhaps it's best to do that if I'm a freelancer or perhaps a novice class. I like magick though it's really different. I'll see what I can do and then maybe just maybe I'll do something about it.

I got my locker back and that's good news. I'm not sure I feel the same way though. It's been different since. Maybe this is an isolated incident but I'm showing signs of nine-ness. I don't mind that means I'm getting healthier. I've been exposing my Three side too though but so far it was working out. Maybe I am a Three and not a Six. Maybe I'm just a healthy Three with Sixish qualities.

I'm starting to doubt myself? No I don't think so. I'm starting to doubt something else. Maybe I do, maybe I don't. But first... Les Miserables.

I hope you get your car.

Guilty.

I've said I'm sorry so I don't feel guilty anymore and yet that event was so...


STUPID

Why does it have to be about that again? Will it always be like this? Can't I escape? College maybe?

But I like the feeling. It's intense. just enough for me to hurt to know I'm alive. I feel alive.

this is one of those posts I probably won't understand once I reread.

Kudos confusion! Kudos abrasion?! Kudos Brown Out!

I Almost Told You I...

Oh wait. I did. Hm... this is a predicament.

It's not awkward though. And now I've seen a side of you, you said you didn't want me to see. It was unexpected. It's better now though I think. But now there are more things.

...

Why can't you talk to him? We'll support you whatever happens. If already now you're not talking, maybe just maybe, you have nothing to fear. Why not take the risk when there is nothing else to lose?

...

Why can't you talk to her? You already had the privilege to escort her plus you've been classmates with her more than once. I admit I'm a bit jealous but I think that you should do something so that both of us don't regret anything.

...

Finally, you should really let us in your head. I know you've had to go to class too often, and you still might have to but really I want to ask you that one question. "Why aren't you..."

...

Okay... not finally... Um. Why can't I tell you that you need improvement? Asking is pointless because I know the answer. I don't feel comfortable telling you because we're not close. Sure we "get along" but I've been avoiding(?) you subconsciously(?). When people ask, I don't tell them I regret the start of the year.

...

So I'm avoiding you to. I still don't feel comfortable even after what we've been through last year. I'm really sorry that didn't end well. I'm sorry I can't appreciate the hugs because I don't like the impression it leaves, or the impression I think it leaves, on people.

...

Ever since last year I've always thought you were pretty. I didn't think that you'd choose a guy like him. I feel bad for my friend but if it's where you're happy then I'm alright (he got over it, so it's all better). I hope he treated you well and I hope we'll have a time to be able to get to know each other.

...

My pointless advice came out a bit too harsh or rude I think. If someone told me that I wouldn't like that they're saying it. You may or may not be in love, and it's weird because I've seen you be heartbroken and it's amazing, you're able to somehow look at it from the bright side.

...

I'm telling you that you should give up, but if there's already a better opportunity that's almost as good anyway take it. It's not my philosophy to take only the second best but if it can work out, and usually anything can work out, then go for it, experience something new.

...

My Ship Sails! It's a good card game we should play sometime. Btw, I think that you have chance now, I hope you'll try more because I really think something can happen. If you try now, it's probably going to be something of a rebound but if you're dedicated enough I think it won't matter.

...

I still haven't played on the "PSP" you gave me last Christmas. I hope something happens between you guys if and when you finally decide it's time. Full support, you're one of my favorite ships now.

...

In general, don't ever give up. If there's a will, there's always an almost way. If it was never meant to be, you'll only find out after. Then you'll regret it, but be proud you tried. It's better to have loved and failed, than to have never loved at all. If all else fails, try again. Start from scratch if you have time but manage it wisely. Time is may or may not be a scarce resource. Don't cram and work well as an individual, and always try to work professionally when in a group. Sometimes there really is nothing personal so don't take it to heart. If it's something personal, reflect, look at what you have and what's happening. You can doubt yourself just find a way to reassure yourself. Don't do anything that will give you a bad reputation. Look at every angle before executing something. But if a perfect moment comes take it without hesitation. If a perfect moment doesn't come, make one, don't be afraid to make more plans. More plans equals more chances of success. Learn when to stop. Stopping and giving up is different. Remember, just to cure it, because you can't ignore it if it's love. Read long blocks of text from time to time, it may or may not be pointless.

This is a point -> .

Being happy is not illegal. Feeling emotions which are not happiness isn't illegal either. Don't be afraid to let lose some emotions. Just don't hurt anyone in the process. Never hurt anyone on purpose. Never try to justify a wrong action. It's all just relative anyway.


...

Do you really not show any emotion except from happiness? Or are you actually bottling something up? "MEDIC!"

...

LOVE IS VLAYND!

Because I Am.

To be independent, but to have someone give directions.

To be happy for something, but to be sad for the same thing, for different reasons.

To let go of something, yet still question what could have been.

To move on, and to be back in the same spot.

To blame others, and expect to not be blamed by others.

To say what to do, but not do what has been said.

To be hopeful due to hopelessness.

Such is this life.

But It Won't Stop Me.

Bottled up?

Bottle it up.

Live a little.


Die a little.


Let it go.


Faerie is free, you now have 7 hearts.


Maybe I should copy Link.

I will coordinate.

I need to know if I want to do something. And that if I do, I don't look stupid.

Should I row the boat or should I just go overboard?
I believe I already row one boat... not going to jump ship this one.

Don't know what to do. Don't know how to say it. I just don't want to say anything that will make it go back to the way it was long long ago. I don't wanna go back to that, never again.

Restless.

I want to change my Y!m Status every so often. I should probably start on my other homework. Good luck to me, boss!

Constructive Criticism

I almost cried. I was hurt by the words you said and yet I couldn't cry. I don't cry. Those words, as you said were nothing, and yet they hurt. It was a weird feeling but it was alright. I learned, I guess. You taught me, and I wanted to be taught, and so I learned. I will develop and this if not for myself, for you. So thank you.

I don't like pain or suffering so I do not / do not have to cry. This feels like a sad post but it's more of a reflection.

And on a really off-track side note, please don't explain the joke when everyone gets it. Please. Thanks.

Hope.

I have lots so I'll be rich in jail.

30-Minute Extension.

To Do List:
[X] Prom
[X] Tick off first item in To Do List
[X] Tick off second item in To Do List

Hehehe.

So I haven't seen anyone post anything yet about prom so I'll go first (despite having to do Bio I'll start with this). Prom was nice this year too. As a black man once said though, "The only thing they had over us was the pocketwatch". We didn't have a buffet, although I doubt I would've gone back. They had a low ceiling, nuff said. Once again, pocketwatches > passports. Cotillion? That was a war?! Photo booth... I didn't get a pic (maybe my fault though). Hosts? Meh. Dance floor, all right.

Dance with the guys... Check. Dance with the girls.... Check. Not Dance with some people... Check (Although maybe not on purpose... or wasn't it?). I wish there was more Iced Tea though, but the water was nice. The tables were not round the company was so-so. The Dance floor was whee~

To all those I danced, Thank you. To all those who let me dance them, Thank you. To all those that were cute together, Ayiieee. To all those who made my night wonderful, Thank you.

There's really not much to be said about Prom this year. It was fun. They were amazing. We all were. I think I learned how to Dougie too but whatever.

Next dance, I want a slow dance, just a dance. Whee~

Oh yeah I didn't have a date! Hehe.

A different thing entirely.

I got preoccupied so I couldn't think about it too much and the fact that I was too busy to notice really helped.

But this new thing is really really... pissing me off.

There was a plan. He betrayed me.

I might be speaking due to the rage, but I'll keep this post up for me to remember.

She deserves better, but if she's happy then I'll be all right.

Weirdly, this post seems to reflect two things. It was originally all about to be about the new thing, but it could actually reflect what I feel. But not really. I don't feel that way about the old.

To This New,

I will solve this. And I will be all right.

Also, F you dude.

Sincerely,

Romans. Countrymen. Lovers.

"Confidence is key" - Willy Wonka.

Mascot, where art thou?

Trying to be invisible is stupid. I don't like people who do that. Going online will make me accept them again.

Smile If You Are UNhappy

smile whatever happens... am I unhappy?

No Regrets.

It's a nice feeling. I think I'll stop typing about it and just live it while it's still here but...

I don't think I could've asked Y. If I got the same result as that morning, I don't think it would've stayed unawkward. Yeah, I get what I mean.

But really...




I don't mind waiting ;)

Good luck, Simba.

College Life. I'd like to meet new people. Don't know why I'm still afraid. Don't know why I feel so bold to say today. But good luck to me. No, screw luck... I don't need luck.



I need a miracle.
Always have, always will.

100 Questions

Let's try this out

 

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?

Chicken Pox.
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
I think there's some graffiti my brother drew

 

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
I think I used to / still snore.

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
All kinds, any kind.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
Early Morning. I keep failing to remember the exact time.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
The best answer.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
Charm.

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
My Netbook.

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
5feet 2-4inches. I'm not entirely sure.

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
When our car passes under a "low" ceiling, yes.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
I guess, but I'll get by.

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
Ma'am Butaran.

13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?

To be forever alone.

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Black hair and eyes. Although no particulars actually.

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING / BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
Haven't thought about this too much. A restaurant would be nice.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
Neither.

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Cheese. Or Mushrooms, if cheese doesn't count.

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Sisig.

19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
Red.

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
No. Interested now that it's been brought up.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
A hug.

22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
Yes.

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
I didn't do my research. What's this?

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
I don't know. I don't know much clothing brands.

25. WHO IS THE HOTTEST FEMALE/MALE CELEBRITY?
Gemma

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?

No.

27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
Human.

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
Why not?

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
Two.

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Brunettes.

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
Yes. Out of the Philippines, only in Hongkong, I suppose.

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
Torpe.

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
Yes. Ramon Bautista, Dr. Biyo, I don't remember who else.

37. FIRST JOB?
Encoding Mom's reviewers. 

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
I think when I was a kid yes.

39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE?
I hope so.

40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
Trying to play Call of Duty, it didn't work out. Downloaded stuff for Call of Duty. Fell a sleep in the car.

41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
Got the car door slammed on my left thumb but I don't think there was any surgery done. Does circumcision count?

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
What's not to compliment about me? Jolly Attitude.

43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
No... Not yet.

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
PSVita!

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
Lots.

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
St. Michael.

47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Can't sing.

48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU MISS ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
Don't know yet. Probably my friends. Though I hope to see them anyway in college, so I guess walking around the field.

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?

Head and Shoulders or Clear.

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
I think it could look better, but yes.

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Pork.

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Procrastination.

53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
I hope not. I don't think so though.

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
I think so. I like me. 

55. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS?
Friends are the benefits.

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
I think so. First step to getting to know someone is to acknowledge their existence. Looks takes care of that.

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
Clenching fists and doing angry faces.

59. WHAT'S YOUR MAIN GOAL IN LIFE?
Either, play all the games in the world, or get lots of degrees.

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
I don't remember, as a child I was very young, you know.

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
250+ I think?

62.WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID?
No. Never.

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Never :D

64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
Macaroni and Cheese!

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
A good voice, whether speaking or singing.  An amazing smile and laugh.

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NAMES?
Maki. Makai. Kima. Mak. Variations of the spellings of Maki.

68. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
I don't have a definite favorite. Phineas and Ferb, or Mythbusters come to mind though. Old Spongebob too.

69.WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES?
Get better.

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Chocolate.

71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
I'm missing my eleventh finger :D My dad says it's with my mom.

72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?
I'd like to believe so. But, yeah.

73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT?
Start Fil book. Bio Report. Chat to some people.

74. WHAT'S THE FASTEST YOU'VE EVER GONE IN A CAR?
30kph? Still learning.

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Why not? I want more questions though.

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
The pitter patter of the rain.

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
Water.

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
My dad.

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Hair.

80. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME?
Play the guitar.

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
Not Eating.

82. FAVORITE MONTH OF THE YEAR?
July.

83. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY?
Sour. Sour gummy worms or sour belts especially.

84. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY AND TRULY HAD A BEST FRIEND?
I'd to believe so. But I think, Yes.

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
Black.

86. EYE COLOR?
Dark brown.

88. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
Undecided.

89. FAVORITE RESTAURANT?
Undecided.

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
Sure. Maki too :D

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
A video from my brother.

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
July 10.

93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
Guitar. Basic Piano (really basic piano). Recorder. Bamboo flute (same as a recorder though).

94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT?
I don't care yet.

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
Depends.

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Relationships.

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
With my own money, a McDonald's Sundae.

98. DO YOU HAVE A LOW SELF ESTEEM OR A HIGH SELF ESTEEM?
I have enough. And some spare.

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
Gonna start Ibong Mandaragit and Les Miserables.

100. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE.

X, Y, Z.
Hoping for Z. Maybe not anytime soon.
Y is just there.
X makes everything complicated.
So far started 0, ended 1. 0 dates so far.
Status: I suck at these.